Monday, June 26, 2006
well..breaking is obviously different from having a break..and i'm having a break now..tho it might be breaking somewhere..lol
tml bra vs ghana lo..bra will win de la..if ghana wins..half of worldcup is gone..haha..cuz i juz wanna watch arg and bra matches..i mean..i wanna watch these matches but dun mind watching others oso..but aniwaes..i seriously hope bra will face arg in finals..hehehe..
gp was like..wtf..dunno wad to say..lousy exam conditions..the fans right in front of me..but they're above me..can't even get a breeze..dammit..
::10:56 PM
Thursday, June 22, 2006
BIG NEWS!!!
i've found a maple sword..
*pengX* -_-'''
hahaha..lamoe..
::4:00 PM
Monday, June 19, 2006
hey hey..i'm trying to balance out mugging and facing emotional problems at the same time..so f off farkers..wad's the prob man..i come up here online not to listen to sch work and some ppl juz like to bother me with it..yes i shld do something..i noe i shld do something..but hey..i'm juz not in the mood k?i juz wanna play after all that studying and flipping thru of those physics notes..
and i didn't go down to play bball juz to get a small kid in my grp who noes nothing abt bball..it's like..wtf..u want the ball from me..and u hide behind the little gal rite infront of u..asking me to pass the freakin ball to u?u think u can get it?can't u like attempt to outrun the gal?no u can't..damn u..f it..y am i blaming it on a small kid..
f it..wadeva..
study?dunno..wadeva..i dun care..now..play time..after 11pm..that is..argh..
::11:24 PM
Friday, June 16, 2006
FINALLY~
things are clear..my mind is clear..free body..free soul..free mind
mind soul body..all clear..i can concentrate on studies le..hahaha
and farni thing is..this is like i think the third time i thank someone for rejecting me..wtf~haha..but realli..muz thank her ba..thanx for clarify..if u're reading this..thank you again..hahaha
i'm not siao or wad..i'm more clear than i was ever b4..ever ever b4..clear of my goals..clear of wad i wanna do..wad i want for myself..
i juz wanna study now..ooyea~
i'm not a mugger..it's man's nature to study..=b
::11:41 PM
Thursday, June 15, 2006
juz like i mentioned in my tag..she will not be my gf..
i was juz dreaming..like a fool..dreaming that it's still possible..but i noe it'll nvr be..i mean..how to?2 mths of dao..i wun be surprised if it carried on till the third month..
ya..i was feeling better from the dao-ness le..i mean..i wasn't bothered by it le..but th eprob is..she's ONLINE..like wth..then i say hi..she dun even reply..wad's this freaking attitude..u totally disappoint me..no words said..dun even clarify things with me..wadeva..freak!
right now..i juz wanna get things clear..live on..without her..it wld be okay when things are clear..not like now..i dun even noe wad she's thinking la..kb..izzit so hard?to make things clear..i'm not asking u to like me k?i'm juz wanting u to make things clear..at least gimme the signal : "hey, i dun like u..sorry"..something liddat wld be juz fine..i dun mind..i reali dun mind..juz lemme gif up..f it..
i can say i'm in a very bad mood for now..but hopefully it wun affect my studies..cuz i realli wanna do well in bt2..so i guess i'll leave all these til after bt2..hopefully by then, i wld confront her..and ask her wad's the problem with her..or perhaps, wad's the problem with me..
living on, moving on, without you
hmmm..that's a nice phrase..lol..perhaps i can use it in muh nxt song..
::11:44 PM
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
well, whoever that is..i dunno..cld it be her?hmmm..i juz said it's good to be single..didn't say it wld be bad being in a relationship..single is good..being with her wld be better..i've tot it thru..left with 2 choices..be with her or be single..not muh ex, but her..L is for love..lol
studying!oyea~so fun..when u're doing fmb..but nothing left to do..hmmph..still got physics and fma part..ARGH
::10:18 PM
Saturday, June 10, 2006
now i realise. how great it is to be single.
nah, i didn't suffer any blow or wad. and i'm not having fever right now k?
juz after some thinking, actualli not thinking at all la. it juz came to me. this idea, that single is great. why? imagine the freedom. i c my frenz, with gf. like wtf. no money le stil hafta buy gift for gf. k la. mebbe the gf good lo, but with their current financial status, alr very hard to satisfy their own needs le still must pay for gf's stuff. no sour grapes here ya.
now, study, watch soccer if i can. hang out with frenz. stay single till after ns. afterall i still needta save up for ps3 and a hdtv!hahaha
::12:53 AM
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
i realli duno wad to do..guess wad..this phrase keeped ringing in my head today..be it in co or outside co..dun like means dun like..k..are u trying to hint me?whoever's up there..dun like means dun like..k lo..u want me to give up la..perhaps i shld rite?to go for my studies..go all the way for it..i realli dunno..dun like means dun like..haiz..true but sad..haiz..
can i cry?no..i told myself..y cry for her..but..argh..i wldn't cry for her..i wld cry for myself for putting in so much effort on her yet getting nothing in return..i can't blame her for that..cuz dun like means dun like..and i oso didn't expect any return..as in..in such cases, there sure are rejections..juz how u face it..
BUT!
i haven even told her a single thing la..hiakX
::11:31 PM
i realli duno wad to do..guess wad..this phrase keeped ringing in my head today..be it in co or outside co..dun like means dun like..k..are u trying to hint me?whoever's up there..dun like means dun like..k lo..u want me to give up la..perhaps i shld rite?to go for my studies..go all the way for it..i realli dunno..dun like means dun like..haiz..true but sad..haiz..
can i cry?no..i told myself..y cry for her..but..argh..i wldn't cry for her..i wld cry for myself for putting in so much effort on her yet getting nothing in return..i can't blame her for that..cuz dun like means dun like..and i oso didn't expect any return..as in..in such cases, there sure are rejections..juz how u face it..
BUT!
i haven even told her a single thing la..hiakX
::11:31 PM
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
well..no wonder i saw nothing..cuz i posted this on co blog..but nvm..the today here refers to 05/06 la..06/06/06 nuthing much happened tho it's 666..LOL
wadeva this is..it seems strange..this post blog site..haha..so wierd..no title to enter..can't change font..only a place for me to type..but nvm..i shall continue typing.. somethings are juz so strange in the world..some gals they dun even give a damn to u..they dunnit u..at all..yet some gals..a moment u dun tok to them..they start sending u msges..send till u sian dun feel like replying and they say u dao..nvm..the latter's getting less now..so nvm..but the firz case..argh..when will this carry on meh..i can't take it animore sometimes, when u think tml is the final day..cuz it's 666, u wld think..awww..if tml is going to end juz like this..i mite as well tell the one i love that i love her..but wld she get to noe it by the end of today?cuz it's not as if i'm gonna call her u noe..so it's either msg or email..either way..she's not gonna reply..so if we all realli die tml..she'll nvr noe my feelings for her.. but that is if tml's realli the last day..but it wldn't be de la..hahaha haiz..but seriously..i dun wanna live life like this..seeing her..yet i can't do a single thing..mebbe she alr noes..but i nvr tell yet.haiz..i dunno wad she thinking oso..she realli put studies in firz place ma..mebbe ba..haiz..i oso put studies in firz place..but if she wants, i can always put her equally impt with my stuides..haiz..but that'll nvr happen i guess.. till today..then i noe how much i knew abt her..i can tok so much abt her without me noticing it till i realise it a little bit later..do i realli noe her that well?haiz..
::11:17 PM
Sunday, June 04, 2006
co camp was successful..as a whole..i guess..
gossiping at nite and in the morning..lol..didn't noe i can do that so well..lol..i guess emily was right..guys do gossip..and can do that much much better than girls..but thru this gossiping..gotta noe more things..abt wad the j1s think abt co..things i nvr knew..well..ya..
i didn't do wad i wanted to do..no chance..and i dunno if i can do it..i dun even noe wad i'm doing..wadeva..
slpt very very long..i guess i was realli slpy..2 days without slp..lol..and guess wad..i actualli fell aslp during interview..bad of me rite?haha..but i actualli fell aslp in such a hot LT!?!?wadeva..haha
mugging..hmmm..light mugging for now..intensive from wk3 onwards..GOGOGO!!!haha..
::8:24 PM
