happiest day so far?

i guess today is the happiest day so far since working at taka..sorted out quite alot of things..some troubles gone..but not all yet..but still happy la..

izzit a test?no it isn't..

haha..the one i previously liked is online now..am i affected by it?afterall..it is after like 2 mths since i've seen her online..so seeing her might affect me alot..hmmmz..no la..realli no feelings for her alr..the kind of feeling i get when i c her online last time is no longer there..and yea..i've forgotten abt her..and i guess that's good.and ya..this juz shows how serious i am with u..i'm juz liking u and only u..and since the day i started liking u..it has only been u that i like..i'll not hurt ur feelings or wad..so believe in me ba..i'm realli serious abt it..

i nv doubt ur words..no matter how doubtful the things u said are to ppl..i still believe in wad u said to me..trust is the word..promise i shall..

and i was right to trust u..becuz u're juz too good to be bad to others..i guess..

i mite not be tokking abt u..so dun think too much..haha..if u think u're the u i'm tokking abt..lol..confusing..wadeva..dotx..

my nick quite funny arhx..at firz was saw hai yuan's then i suggested some changes..then i used it..haha..it's in chinese la..but the translated thing is..

i can't be sure that i think about u every minute..but i think about u 3600 times every hour..

haha..mebbe i shld change it to..

i can't be sure that i think about u every day..but i think about u..(calculating..)..31536000 times per year..

LOL..juz trying to be lame with the second one..but i think the firz one wld be enuff..and that is wad i truly feel..

problem solved

problem solved? yea

brothers?yea..

frenz?i've got some..

take actions?not yet..

let's wait and c..

decision made

decision made..

i've decided not to do anithing abt her juz yet..juz remain frenz for the time being wld be juz fine..juz dun wanna bother myself with this kinda stuff when i can't even handle frenships..only when i can handle frenships wld i go for it..

torch

the torch shines for peter..not his fren..

so wad now?

if it's juz a simple game i will juz give up so that i wld not be bringing an end to my so-called frenship with a "fren"..but this time round..it's not juz a normal game..it's a special one i wld say..it has been a long time since i've liked to play a game of my type..a happy game..say..one to 2 yrs?..haiz..the last one was my second game which i succeeded in bidding over..so i'm pretty serious abt it this time..tho it mite cause me to lose a "fren"..i realli dunno..brotherhood?firz time someone calling me a brother..wadeva..is this true brotherhood?zuo xiong di..jing sheng you..but..are we realli xiong di..or izzit juz becuz we play with each other often that's y we juz stereotype each other as xiong di..wadeva..and ya..so i'm pretty serious abt this game i'm trying to bid..wld i ever get to have a game that i like again??

today is a so-so day..morning k la..afternoon pissed..becuz of customers..pissing me off with silly requests..like..can i have the christmas carrier?wadeva..and of cuz..oso pissed off with some other things..but dun feel like tokking abt it..

let's hope tml wld be a better day ba..but tml is sunday..and there might be alot of things happening tml..so mite not turn out to be a good day..haiz..

missing boss..if he was here mebbe things wld not be so jialatx cuz he can brighten up the atmosphere..LOL..wadeva..

crying without tears again?mebbe..but is that realli crying or izzit juz a feeling of sadness..haiz