happy day..i guess

today is a happy day..HAHA..guess why??cuz boss is BACK!!!WOOHOO~altho back as only a promoter for sheng tai..still happy taht he's back la..hopefully we all can have dinner or lunch with him one of these days again..haha..and i number 2 guard so loyal to him today lo..he ask me go buy peach tea then i go buy for him..HAHA..in the end treated him to it..then helped him throw away cardboards to the dumping area outside event office..LOL..c?so loyal lorx..HAaHa..

k..i told myself mebbe i shld not be so good to her..but in the end, i'm still good to her..realli dunno wad else to do..c her..then i will tell myself to be good to her liaoz..falling too deep?yea..climbing back up?not yet..cuz i still can't find a rope ladder to start climbing..shall continue to fall down..ya..ai4 qing2 xuan2 ya2..HAHA..song by jay..lyrics by vivian xu..haha..or izzit hsu..wadeva..jay juz rox can liaoz..haha..it's becoming an automatic thing..i'll automatically be good to her..hahax..siah latx..but nvm la..she happy can liaoz..

stuck at 13??

HA..now i noe y thirteen is a number i always put behind my nick..especially when i use lancer to sign up for accounts..

13..

not becuz it's the age where i firz made my neopets account..still can remember the nick was recca_13_2001..haha..if i like 13 becuz of this..den y not 2001 too..LOL..

13..

not becuz it's an unlucky number to evryone..and in order to be extraordinary..i liked it..NAH..that's not it..

13..

it's the age when i juz stepped into secondary school..rvhs..when i turned 13..i was still a young boy..innocent..no troubles at all..even studies wasn't a tough thing for me..at that time..haiz..miss 13..

now u noe y i like 13..cuz i wanna be stuck at that age..stuck at 13..stuck as an innocent young man..without any troubles..be it love..family or even frenz..at least at that time..it was still ez for me to maintain frenships..cuz that time..we dun have that much problems yet..frenz means frenz..nothing else..

13..

i miss..

13..

i want..

haiz..if only i can get stuck on the age of thirteen..ya..haiz..

aniwae..today..dunno if i shld be happy or sad..

are u happy??are u sad??no..i'm happy..NO..i'm SAD..no.i'm happy..f u..i tell u i'm sad..dammit la..HAPPY MEANS HAPPY..so stfu..i am happy..realli..no lies..tho i did cry without tears..but i'm still happy..i think..haiz..wadeva..

i've got this feeling that my tears are gonna drop out one of these days cuz i realised my eyes are not that good at controlling the tears as last time liaoz..it's juz a matter of time b4 i c my tears tinkling down my cheeks again..1 and a half year since the tears trickled down my cheeks..wadeva..

do true man cry or hide their feelings..i post this qsn to a man who is fit enuff to be called a true man..

i noe why i like zi4 wo3 cui1 mian2 so much..i juz realised songs i like usually depict my feelings..and zi4 wo3 cui1 mian2 is a sad song..trying to hypnotise oneself so that he wun feel the sadness..and i'm kinda like doing this..haha..juz another sad songs..and y i love sad songs?cuz most of the time..i'm sad..HAHA..lol..so when u c me singing sad songs..i'm sad..ya..u c me singing children song or taka song..i'm most of the time happy..or juz trying to hide my feelings..haha

i'm juz a person who has mixed up emotions..low eq?mebbe..can't handle my emotions?mebbe..haiz..

am i'm being too good..to u?..or is that wad i shld realli do..to treat u good..given the fact taht i like u..wadeva..guess it's juz me to treat the one that i like good..

lol..juz when i wrote this..i saw my horoscope on frenster..and this is wad it said..

Relationships need compromise. Are you giving too much -- or taking too much?

haha..nice qsn..am i realli giving too much and not taking anithing at all..wadeva..this is a qsn for me to ponder upon i guess..

f off to u..

i'm disappointed by my fren..stupid actions..stupid thinking..and now he's trying to run away from his stupid problem..STUPIDITY..that is the only word to describe him rite now..plain stupid..i wld say..that's two words..

tell u wad..if u are realli sad..juz say..dun act happy..if u keep on acting happy like this..i'll juz get more angry with u..angry with ur stupidity..

and ya.. i take back my words..perhaps my brothers are not realli ppl who are zhuan1 yi1..or mebbe juz one of them is not..stupidity..flirt..playboy..i wld say..so f off for the time being..or i'll get angry again..

o..k..freakin gransazers again..F LA!!!..stupid..

ya..and kin loon had another story again today..saying wad..once upon a time..there was this customer..who was trying to open up an item he saw in the square..but was having troubles with it..then a promoter came by and say "sua ku"..and they started quarelling..and ya..these two came to my counter and the customer actualli asked me to find a supervisor..and ya..summoned lina..haha..then was asked whether we heard any shouting..but didn't hear..mebbe becuz of too many customers la..can't be botherd with the shouting..but kin loon heard it..but lina didn't hear kin loon say that he heard..haha..and ya..so that's how the whole story goes la..

comments abt the story..it was obviously not the customer's fault..becuz from wad i see..that promoter himself got some prob up dere onex..according to daniel yao..he saw the promoter telling customers not to buy the toy..when he's supposed to promote it..ya..so it's the promoter's prob i wld say..

ya..happy that u actualli shared ur probs with me ya..all i wanna be is juz frenz rite now..so if u're happy..juz tell me..sad oso tell me..i'll be ur listening ears..ur uncle agony..there to help u with ur problems and solve them for u..like jing1 tian2 yi1..HAHA

sad or happy

a qsn i ask myself evryday..are u sad or happy today?i realli dunno..am i really happy or juz appearing to be happy..i'm sad not becuz of taka things but becuz of other things..sad abt my life..but wadeva..shan't tok abt it..tokking abt it is like a double edge sword..it mite hurt myself even more or mebbe make me happier..

ya..stupid..thio 72011 today la..not that i wanted it..redemption la..kaoz..foto taking..redemption of free gifts..testing..cashier..so ma fan..and stupid gransazers..ya..real stupid..i still think sesame street is better..at least it's more educational..HAHA..not like gransazers..come out dance dance then go back liaoz..then come out again for foto taking..LAMOE..and the stupid mc will tell the kids to shout "S, A, Z, E, R!!! GRANSAZERS!!!"..wtf..and i counted it..it's approximately 11 times..mite have lost count cuz halfway was interrupted by customer..stupid customer..almost quarreled with one today becuz of foto..pls madam..ur child is not inside u can't take the foto..i can't make an exception for u..if i do..evryone will juz follow suite and it'll juz mess up the whole thing..and stop saying it's ridiculous..we are merely following the rules..so F OFF..

ya..mornin only got me and kennon noe howta do return la..then ya..i like to do return cuz redemption counter is super boring..and that long zhen gal..farni gal la..laugh laugh laugh..keep on laughing at gransazer..laughing at the pose the children make when they took pics with gransazers..STOOPID..ya..it's farni..but dunnit to laugh until liddat onex la..and keep on singing songs..like to sing go campus superstar like derrick la..haha..not scolding u la..juz commenting..but think wun c this gal animore liaoz..cuz i'm not gonna get redemption animore..haha..muz learn from weichang..use quit to threaten xiao siang they all..lol..and ya..mornin only one supervisor..kennon..haha..think he getting better at return ba..lol..but he did a lot of cash refund to customer today..and if accounts realli call down i wld say it's him la..not realli my prob..ha..and ya..think ye ling noe howta do return liaoz la..so dunnit always trouble me liaoz lo..LOL..

argh..tired..got slight headache..mebbe kenna that taka illness again..jialatx..i was the one who started it and now it's back to me..LOL..retribution arh..hahahaha..to all taka staff and evryone else..take care arhx..esp u..

sad or happy

am i sad or happy..i dunno..i c her happy i happy..i c her sad i sad..but becuz she's happy all day long..so i guess i'm happy for today..and ya..saw her tiger teeth again..realli very cute..hahax..so wad if i like her..ya..i like her character..i like her tiger teeth..but so?the chance of it happening is only 1% at most..i guess..but so?i'll still like her..this is wad like is all about..until the day i can't stand her character animore..mebbe i'll not like her..but i said mebbe..cuz altho like is not foreva..i think it's alr more than juz like now alr..even if it is one-way traffic..i'll still stay by her side..Quote of the day: "happiness is not when u have possession of something, happiness is when u c the one u love happy. that is happiness." by yuan ing..

and ya..i muz say..gransazers is stupid.."What colour is the fire tribe?" and the kids go shouting.. "RED!!!"..omigod..it juz reminds me of "What colour is elmo?" and the kids go shouting.."RED!!!"..so i guess elmo belongs to fire tribe too?and cookie monster belongs to water tribe?wadeva..dun watch gransazers aniwae..it's juz a stupid show..

and ya..that lozenge u told me to try hor..u call that a lozenge arh..lozenge so swt onex meh..u eat le later ur throat become even more jialatx la..haha..eh..aniwae..sick muz eat medicine la..dun eat medicine will be hard for u to recover..get well soon..u need panadol or cough syrup juz tell me..i'll bring a whole firz aid box if u want..haha..so get well soon..take care arhx..sorry arh..being so naggy here..but juz caring for u ma..take care get wellx..