2nd song

k..here's a preview of the nxt upcoming song i'm gonna write..the name of the song is..san1 yue4 liu4 ri4..it's a chinese song..basically..it is 6thMarch la..haha..haven complete it yet..but here's part of the chorus..


san1 yue4 liu4 ri4 wo3 men2 xiang1 ai4 de4 na4 yi4 tian1
si4 yue4 shi2 er4 wo3 men2 fen1 shou3 na4 yi4 tian1
guo4 le4 liang3 nian2 wo3 hai2 shi4 xiang3 zhe4 ni3 de4 lian3
shi4 bu2 shi4 wo3 zhen1 de4 yi3 jing1 ai4 shang4 ni3



k..that's the front part of the chorus..ha..got meaning onex..now is 2006 rite?so guo4 le4 liang3 nian2 means the 6thMarch is 2004 lo..hahax..but i think i so farni..i've actualli tot of 2 tunes for this part of the chorus..one slow one fast..when it's supposed to be quite a sad song i cld actualli think of a fast tempo for it..ha..but i c the lyrics..haiz..sad siah..but i can't seem to think of the tune for the verses and all the others..and ya..if u're wondering why izzit in han yu pin yin..well..i can't type chinese characters on this com..so too bad..haha..bad habit of mine..think of tune and lyrics at the same time..then will forget the tune i had for the lyrics..then in the end will think of another tune..then remember that tune le..then the older tune pop back..haha..so have 2 tunes lo..the fuck-up i oso have two tunes but the tune i decided to use was of cuz better la..and ya..plans on having a rap or climax part for fuck-up has been shelved since i'm working on the second song now..haha..chinese song..bez is i can get it done by 6thMarch la..but from now till 6thMarch alot of things going on..like..needta study for block test..tests in between..2nd intake coming in..which means mite needta do alot of planning for co things..and ya..but stil will try to make it by 6thMarch..so that mebbe..tho i think the chance is 0.001% but it's better than not trying..afterall..jeremy said turn the digits back i'll get 100.0%..haha..lamoe..but haiz..dunno la..2 yrs le..haiz..


and ya..talking abt jeremy..he made me return home late today la..all thanx to him announcing me as sl today..then in the end needta go for ex-co meeting..ARHHH..i had my bag nicely packed and rdy to go le lo..then wah..at firz he say no announcements le..then i happy..cuz me being sl is still not official..then DAMMIT..he turned arnd tok to mdm hwee for awhile then i noe something's bad gonna happen le..and it happened!!!ARHHHHHHHHH!!!siah latx..then i reached home at 8 plus lo..so late..haha..so i decided not to do econs essay outline..since it's that simple to do..as in doesn't require much brain cells..juz refer to notes..crap to lyndon chua..done..HAHA..lol..k..TV time..haha..the police show on channel u..YEAY!!!hhaa..

improved version

here it goes..the full song..


Fuck-up


growing up it ain't that nice to be
standing up trying to relive my dreams
feeling sad cuz i ain't that happy
angered me cuz it's A FUCK-UP world


sometimes u wake up to reality
and it seems that there's nothing worth to live
this is life and there ain't nothing to do
juz becoz it is a FUCK-UP world


Chorus:
sometimes u know it's true babe
that this is a fuck-up world
there is nothing u can do
to make a change to the world


and this is the truth baby
u juz have to face it babe
and in this world there is no one
for u to trust fully


Written by fallen reason ©2006. fallen reason is a registered trademark in the name of Chow Yuan Ing. Protected by copyright laws.


k..that's all..up till the chorus..i guess the whole song wld juz repeat the above then it's done le ba..haha..unless i go think of a second verse for it..and mebbe a rap so that the song wld have a climax..haha..

firz song

haha..into writing lyrics now..surprised that the firz song i writing is in english..lol..but it's cuz this com doesn't read chinese so i typed something out in el..lol..k..here it goes..


Fuck-up


growing up it ain't that nice to be
standing up trying to relive my dreams
feeling sad cuz i ain't that happy
angered me cuz it's A FUCK-UP world


sometimes u wake up to reality
and it seems that there's nothing worth to live
this is life and there ain't nothing to do
juz becoz it is a FUCK-UP world



k..that's halfway thru..hopefully it'll turn out nice..tried it out by singing out myself..quite nice too..haha..vulgarity can sound gentle too..=D

zzz

the reason has fallen..can't take it animore..this world is full of fuckers..damn fucking fuckers..trust no one..except ur family..all else are fuckers.fuckers fuckers fuckers..damn fuck-up behaviour..fuckers..


one day i mite juz wake up and find no one but fuckers in my life..lol..


k la..mebbe this is too generalised..at least still got some non-fuckers in this world..erm..like my family..eh..mok my gambling mate..er..lemme think..heckx..too many fuckers..lol..


fucking world..that's y there's so many fuckers..mebbe i shld get used to it..living arnd fuckers..fucking fuckers..


freaking tired of this life..live the life of a fucker so i'll blend into the fucking society?chee bai lan jiao..no way i'm gonna do that


setting me up in a fuck-up life with fuck-up past experiences in relationships..is that wad u have planned for my life?


wld i be happy?perhaps..but the sadness reigns..sadness 75%..anger23%..happiness 2%..fuck-up life..


and i thot my life was better when i had my second stead..at least i felt happy with her..but she didn't..she doubted me..fine..wadeva i do to explain wun save the situation..so fine..live on with my sad life..nothing's gonna make her turn back and help me pick up my broken pieces of heart..no way..


life is like a piece of junk thrash fuck-up rubbish chute..juz down and nv up..


if i can get over it that ezily..it wld juz be so nice..


ppl who i called buddies..brothers..fuck..pang seh ppl..that's all they noe how to do..juz pang seh..nvm..i'm used to it..pang seh..pang seh lor..then i go home slp only ma..so frenship is all abt who pang seh each other most rite?then the one who pang seh the most is the best fren..lol..ic ic..so i muz pang seh ppl le lo..fuck u idiots..


my life is no longer simple..it mite seem like my life when i was 13..but it's still different..at least there were no scars when i was 13..


fallen reason

pang seh kia

PANG SEH KIA!!!BASTARDS THEY ARE..KPKB!!

lol

woehoex..it's like sec sch life..bball with mong after co prac on saturdays..SO FUN!!!lol..and for some tyco reason..i managed to score abt like 5-7 three-pointers today out of like 10-15 i think..LOL..damn tyco..haha..so fun..haha..i'll do that evry saturday le..BBALL!!!YEAYEAYEA!!!


after bball went eat mac with co ppl..lol..and i was bz making fun abt emily and OJ(a.k.a cheng zhi..stands for orange juice..haha)..can't believe my gossiping skills so zai..hee..


fun..lol

erm.

haha..k..the post i posted like erm..3 days ago i think..i guess it was kinda crap..this kinda thing happens when u think too much..lol..but i'm fine now le..realli..


now..mugger mode..haha..but once in a while some dota or maple here and there will help me relax..LOL..


wahaha..and guess wad..LTJ is like so kepo..he like go tell evry class he teach that he scolded us lo..LOL..but nvm..we were in the wrong too..most of us didn't do..so it was kinda right for him to scold i guess..


and ya..i'm beginning to like fmb..haha..so fun..with probability..but i can bet when it comes to poisson it's gonna be difficult manz..haha..heckx..take it one step at a time..fma sux now..cuz it's related to physics..it's like..zzzzzzzz..so boring..now the situation has changed from last yr..last yr evryone likes fma more than fmb..now it has turned the other way round..haha..muz strike a balance ya..haha..


wahaha..and mok and i had this funny mix-up of identity with 2 new jc1 gals from st nicks who joined co..lol..he thot i was tokking abt one when in actual fact i was tokking abt the other one..lol..but heckx..haha..aniwaes..post a qsn here..mok..is the thing abt me being promoted to SL official or wad..zzzz..


and ya..tokking abt juniors and perc section..haha..the 2 guys who were supposedly inside..one quitting after concert..the other one..f..guess wad he told me when i called him.."i dun feel like joining.."..k..fine..afterall..4 yrs of co in sec sch can realli make a guy bored..haiz..puzzled that i'm still stuck in co after 5 yrs..LOL..but nvm..if u can't brush it aside..learn to appreciate it..and i'm trying my best to now..haha..at least got a chio one which mong said la..lol..CNY performance most prob gonna be a big prob..with only tml's prac left..hmmmz..CNY=CMI??lol..hopefully will make it la ya..co muz jiayoux..


LOL..sounds strange to hear that from a guy who ponned for so long in jc1..LOL..turn over a new leaf..hahax..lol..