as promised

they say get a life..and yea..i'm trying my best to get a life now..haha


but firz of all..as promised..the song..yea..it's in han yu pin yin..cuz i can't type chinese..dammit..but nvm..haha..u'll most prob spend a long time trying to read it..provided u actualli read the lyrics..want to noe the real lyrics..juz come look for me..=D


san1 yue4 liu4 ri4


na4 nian2 wo3 men2 ting1 zhe4 shuo1 ai4 ni3
wo3 xiang3 zhe4 jiu4 shi4 zhen1 de4 ai4 qing2
ni3 shuo1 zhi3 xiang3 zuo4 pu3 tong1 peng2 you3
wo3 ye3 mei2 ban4 fa3 ke2 yi3 wan3 hui2


zai4 ci4 ting1 dao4 shou2 xi1 de4 xuan2 lv4
yan2 li3 yi3 jing1 fan4 qi3 le4 lei4 guang1
wo3 yi3 di4 er4 ci4 ai4 shang4 le4 ni3
zhi2 xiang3 tan2 tan2 yi4 duan4 jian3 dan1 ai4


chorus:
san1 yue4 liu4 ri4 wo3 men2 xiang1 ai4 de4 na4 yi4 tian1
si4 yue4 shi2 qi1 wo3 men2 fen1 shou3 na4 yi4 tian1
guo4 le4 liang3 nian2 wo3 hai2 xiang3 zhe4 ni3 de4 xiao4 lian3
shi4 bu2 shi4 wo3 zhen1 de4 yi3 jing1 ai4 shang4 ni3


wo3 yi2 wei2 wo3 yi3 jing1 ke2 yi3 wang4 ji4 ni3
hou4 zhi1 hou4 jue2 ni3 yi3 ke4 zai4 wo3 xing1 li3
wo3 xiang3 wo3 yi3 bu4 ke3 neng2 gou4 wang4 ji4 ni3
wo3 zhi3 neng2 shuo1 wo3 zhen1 de4 yi3 jing1 ai4 shang4 ni3


na4 nian2 wo3 men2 ting1 zhe4 shuo1 ai4 ni3
wo3 xiang3 zhe4 jiu4 shi4 zhen1 de4 ai4 qing2
ni3 shuo1 zhi3 xiang3 zuo4 pu3 tong1 peng2 you3
wo3 ye3 mei2 ban4 fa3 ke2 yi3 wan3 hui2


kai1 xing1 na4 shi4 yao2 yuan3 de4 shi4 qing2
xian4 zai4 shang1 xing1 cun2 zai4 wo3 xing1 li3
zhi2 you3 ni3 neng2 zai4 rang4 wo3 huan1 xiao4
ke3 shi4 ni3 shi4 fou3 hai2 zai4 ai4 wo3


Written by fallen reason ©2006. fallen reason is a registered trademark in the name of Chow Yuan Ing. Protected by copyright laws.


ya..that's all..seems meaningless since i somehow gotten over it..but new song coming up..most prob after block test..haha..

17 years

17 years have passed..made decisions..regretted many..most i wld say..so i've learnt to live on..this mite be a wrong decision..but..i'll move on..either way..there is no light i guess..but i've decided to go to ntuc..much better than doing things on 6thMarch..at least that's wad i think..


ntuc got so many things..food..drinks..lol..


crap..most of u wld think..haha..juz to me and myself..=P

tired

getting more and more tired..


there's realli nothing for me to be sad abt..juz that i am not happy..and i'm tired..

hiakx

wad's wrong manz..feeling tired..and bad mood all of a sudden..something's wrong with me..guess i'm thinking too much..


have confidence..they say..yes i have..but i'm juz simply pessimistic..when i think something's bad gonna happen..it always happen but when i think something's good gonna happen..it will not..haiz..

haiz

when i was asked..why i liked her all of a sudden..i was dumbfounded..but i noe it's not a sudden decision..juz that i dunno why i like her..once again..liking someone needs no reason..and it's the same this time round..


i dun dare..to tok..like always..when i like someone..shy away..yea..

i can't be wrong

k..today is the freakin fifth day that i've drmt abt her..dozed off for a while..and guess wad..omigod..it's her again..haiz..hiakX..guess i'm into it le..firz day sunday whole day i didn't think of her la..i mean..i dun think of her that much..then suddenly started drming abt her..wad the..then i started thinking abt her evryday..the more i think the more i like..argh..haiz..dunnooo la..haihaiz..


and mok is so freakin smart..argh..


ya..so today..was supposed to go buy cloth for banner la..but lucy pang seh us..or shld i say we pang seh lucy..haha..cuz mok and i same time pe ma..then we play soccer together..s14 vs s21 la..then play play play..until 4.15 le..we still playing..then haha..then we played till like 4.30 i think..then when i go check my hp..haha..lucy left without us le..so i dunno whether it's we pang seh her or she pang seh us..but nvm..so mok and i go gym lo..then damn tired..haha..after that went to eat prawn mee at the hawker centre at macpherson..lol..and when going home..singing songs on the bus..from new songs to damn old songs..sing until my throat got a little bit sore le..haha..but nvm..rest a day..tml wake up you4 shi4 yi4 tiao2 hao3 han4 liaoz..haha


later i drm abt her again..then oops..haha..die le la.....LOL

nvr coming

well..i guess 6thMarch is nvr coming..nuthing's realli gonna happen on that day..guess i'll juz post the song on my blog..i've decided not to do anithing abt her le..forgetting..cuz i realli can't remember her face animore..mebbe it's juz a sudden fluctuation of my feelings to make me think that i still have feelings for her..but mebbe it's realli that i still have feelings for her..but i dun wanna noe..cuz noeing it mite juz hurt me even more..to noe that i still have feelings for her after 2 years..but deep down inside me..i noe..nuthing's realli gonna happen even if i tell her..it's not gonna make her change her mind..not gonna make it become like wad it was 2 yrs back..so yea..no more 6thMarch..forgotten..forgiven..


hmmmz..mebbe this thot came becuz of dreams that i have been having..i kept dreaming abt the same gal who i nvr wanted to dream of and nvr expected..cuz i noe if i dream abt her..it means i realli have feelings for her alr..yea..i tot she was a nice gal since the firz time i saw her..but..i tot that i wldn't like her..but yea..for once..i thot i liked her..but i immediately broke the thot when another fren had feelings for her too..so yea..nvm..but now..she keeps on appearing in my dreams..evryday..evrynite..even when i dozed off on the bus juz now..i drmt of her again..so that's y i noe i like this gal alr..and decided not to cheat myself animore..to accept the fact that i like this gal..and not 6thMarch..and juz becuz i started to dream abt her..i wld always keep a lookout for her in the morning and wld feel happy when i actualli c her..she's not chio..but i juz have feelings for her..haiz..tell me why..argh..