dreams are not over yet

dunno y..but the dreams are not over yet..i of cuz dun want them to be over yet..it makes my slp worth it..tsk..but..if my dreams juz carry on liddat..it juz means that i shldn't give up yet..which i dun intend to..till i tell her ba..but the prob is howta tell when she dao..argh..dunno..


somehow my dreams are linking up to real life..things that happen in my life seem to remind me of dreams i had b4..of cuz not those abt her..but abt other things..juz dunno y..the linkage..omigod..hah

tsk

lol..got myself a pair of wristbands..brasil colours..cool..yellow and green..nice~


tsk..dunno leh..wad's happening..wad am i waiting for..y i kip on looking at my hp when i noe..there wld not be any reply ba..haiz..altho i didn't bother to msg her..no reply..msg for wad..perhaps..i shld do more than juz a simple msg ba..dunno..not now yet..still have a long way..at least wait till i wun c her that often animore ba..then perhaps wun be that paiseh..haiz..


wad's wrong boy..bball..seems so nice..it's a very tempting thing..hear the ball..pick up my t-shirt..CHIONG arh..tsk..not that exaggerating ba..but realli..it's like coke..the more u drink..the more u like it..the more u play..the more i like it..the more i c her smile..the more i like her smile..


but that's not the reason y i like her..like needs no reason..i can like her smile..but i mite not necessary like her..so there's certainly more to it..and i noe..i dun like her juz becuz i like her smile..her smile mite be a subset of the reasons..but there's certainly more to it..


tsk

noe my limits

noe my limits..wad are they..limits is nothing in my life..i have no limits..i tell myself..


but..somehow..u noe..there are limits in ur life..far or near..but there's always a limit break ya..ff7..lol..


wad are my limits..hmmmz..so far..i think there are no limits for me yet..i'm still not flying high enuff ba..that's y i can't c my limits..juz chiong man..one day..when i c my limits..i wld haf known that i have done my best..


limits..there are..juz that i can't c them yet..means i have the potential..can u c ur limits?haha

haiz

hmmm..another post with the title haiz..haha


eh..dunno leh..dunno if i'm happy or wad..juz making assumptions here and there..if i'm correct then i wld be happy ba..if i'm wrong..then too bad lor..


some things..i've seen thru them..shall put them behind..and move on..no means no..it's not gonna affect how i progress in life..somemore now..the answer is still indefinte yet..cuz i haven ask..it can be a yes or a no..50:50 i wld say..yes/no ma..assuming that it's an unbiased thing..but sure..there is biasness in it..but assumptions shld set in as i do not noe abt the biasness..lol


too much probability kills..


one thing i'm sad tho..get full marks le wad u want..i tried my best and i did it..yet..no praise no wadeva..they nvr seem enuff to my family..full marks le..still want more?but that's the most i can give..i did my best le..and i shall continue to do so..chiong arhhhhhhhhhhhh...bt2..i wanna own it..haha..and nxt wk fma test..hopefully can win zhiwei..not striving to win tzeleong..impossible ba..fmb mebbe ba..cuz i did it twice le..but nvr in bt1..haha..he's immortal!!!


aiya..heckx..for now i shall play..june got 3 wks to study..but physics test on mon..haiz..hmmmz..wad if it's a holiday?tsk tsk..*prays hard*..lol

wad am i thinking

wad am i thinking..wad am i doing..i realli dunno..send her a msg juz to push myself further down..cuz i noe there wldn't be any reply..wad can i do..


bu4 xiang3 zuo4 bu3 tong1 peng2 you3..realli..


haiz..wad is this..dilema..i dunno wad to do..wad to say..how to say..how to start with all the dao-ing and stuff..


her smile keeps me going..but how long can it last..somemore the smile is not at me..it's for evryone to c..i juz happened to catch it that's all..my sorrow..my sadness..my pain..ur smile

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arggggghhhh..wadeva..


i realli dunno


was she diao-ing me with that look..dao look


wad's with those eyes..


i was stunned..


saddened..


disappointed..


and once again..no reply..realli..she's now sending me to hell..slowly..a reply wld definitely send me back to heaven..or perhaps it'll kick me straight down to hell's lvl18..or perhaps beyond lvl18..open up new lvls juz to accomodate me..lvl100..lol

disappointed

wad can i say..disappointed?i realli have nothing to say..dunno..


confusion..i dun even noe wad's happening..dao arh..haiz..dunno..