pissed

pissed off..by wad?my randomness~~argh

stepdown

hmm..today co stepdown..dunno leh..c ppl so sad i oso feel a little bit sad..but the tears wun fall..i noe it..lately..tears juz dun fall anymore..guess i'm used to it..well..nvm..guess it's realli like wad they say..there's a diff between comm and member..the way u feel for co is definitely different..if i was still a member..who noes..mebbe i wldn't even have attended co today..


to love is to perservere..to love is to c the truth..to love is to feel for you..to love is to...wadeva..i'm tired..lemme rest..

hmmm

realisation comes with dreams dashed..i dashed her dreams..realising my folly..realising my love..realising the sadness..


6/3/2004..gone..missing..i'm once again..down here..reminiscing wad is gone..hmmm..i hope that's how u spell that..but wadeva..missing the good old days..understanding..hey~that's love, but it's gone...


i can't move on..cuz i do not understand..after all these 2 years..i still haven figured out wad realli happened..that's y i'm stuck back 2 years..u made me happy, u made me sad..u gave me love..u took it away..i dun understand..i can nvr understand if u dun gimme a good explaination..


ya..i dashed someone's dreams..i know i shldn't have..when i can't put down something back there..i shldn't have done that..doing things i shldn't have done..how stupid i am..she says she understands..that's y she broke last time..and she'll not hold on..but she'll wait..i'm surprised by her..i'm realli..i realli hope i can get over with the past..but rite now i juz can't..i dun wish to hurt anyone..but including myself as well..i..i..juz dunno wad's going thru my mind now..such confusing thots..


when i'm enjoying it..the fact that she can make me happy..i noe i can't do the same..cuz i still have 6/3/04 right there in my heart..


WTF IS THIS!?!?!?!?

am i satisfied?

am i satisfied?with this results..i dun think so..the papers were mostly ez..i guess..27 marks from my goal..juz 27 more marks for physics i cld haf done it and achieved my goals..but nvm..still have prelims..get an aab then and peak during a's...get a triple A..still got gp..hiakX..hopefully get quite good..hahaha.

?

we are but humans..there are bound to be emotional changes..


dun say u love me, u dun even noe me..LOL..M2M..haha


but..realli..even if u noe me real well, wld that be love..or izzit better to stay as it is..juz 2 good frenz..hmmm..dunno la..i juz wanna concentrate now..realli..i need time alone..that's y i say it's bez to be single..mebbe nxt yr u'll noe le..cuz u wld face the same stress too..things can wait..and needta go ns..ARGH!!!

o fuck

fuck it..wadeva..brasil's outta world cup..argentina's outta world cup..dammit..wth is this..south american clubs outta the tournament..match-fixing by fifa?possible..only european teams remain..wadeva..stupid..world cup is becoming boring..i guess it's down to germany and portugal in the finals..ha ha..


hope portugal will win..they're the only team out of the 4 in semi-finals that haven't won the cup so far..go portugal

wad is this

hmmm..izzit becuz i'm runnin out of ideas or wad?the song juz stopped there..didn't go on..


or izzit becuz i'm too tired from all those tests that i can't be bothered with the song..


or izzit becuz i'm currently in a wrong mood that is so different from that song..hmmm..


u were my super woman..how abt now?haha