ok..wadeva

haiz..is this some trick or wad..y muz all these come at a time..


yest nite..i dreamt abt 6thMarch..happy eh?i was in the dream n i actualli hoped it was real..well, ever since june this yr, i've been able to differentiate between drms..i mean, i noe it when i'm dreaming..ok..mebbe i always knew..but this time round, haiz..dunno y..it felt real..and i wanted it to be real..i mean..haiz..nvm..


then this mornin was reading the papers..abt ppl able to retrieve data from computer and handphones despite the info being deleted..nothing better to do, i went online..found a website that taught me howta retrieve deleted data from handphones..and guess wad..i revived those deleted msges in my old 8250..which was saved onto my com..hai..then i started reading..and wtf..when i read till the part when 6thMarch started msging me on 8thFeb, my stupid winamp shuffled to hui2 dao4 guo4 qu4..and y the fuck did it do that?i do not noe..cuz it always happens..whenever i'm reading things from the past the song will juz come..or mebbe it's juz a coincidence since i always listen to jay songs..but nvm..the main point is..i realli wanna go back..


i noe i can't though..hai..evrything seems to go wrong..

good

k..here comes the annual tingy..haha..finally finished looking thru the lyrics of jay's new songs..


overall view..hmm..ROX MANZ!!!all 10 songs..all so nice..which songs i like most???ALL LA!!!i juz wanna sing all o' them manz..cuz all lyrics so nice..meaningful, esp those written by jay..better than those he has written b4..


k..now..song by song..all in han yu pin yin..cuz too lazy to type in chinese..


firz song, ye4 de4 di4 qi1 zhang1..NICE!!!completely nice!!!the rap, the rythm, the feeling, the mv..all so nice..the lyrics juz rhyme too well..the music rox..the backgrnd music..the part where u constantly here the piano..omigod..nice..tt's the thing abt jay's songs..too good to be good..the backgrnd music is always nice..and of cuz..his rap and singing oso gd la..


second song, ting1 ma1 ma1 de4 hua4..nice lyrics..very carefree tune..tells us to be good to our mom lo..haha..so xiao4 shun4 siah..the lyrics farni and touching..nice siah..hmmm..got wai po, got ye ye, got ba wo hui lai le..now finally got mom..hahaha..but shld haf a nice song abt papa la..haha..make it seems like papa not nice liddat


3rd song, qian1 li3 zhi1 wai4..nice mixture..the lyrics, touching..the mv, nice..the song, rox..zhong1 guo2 feng1..hard to sing tho..cuz can't help to imitate fei yu qing!!!hahaha..tho farni but nice la..their voice like so clear in the song..jay altho got abit like..erm..dunno howta say..aiya..juz nice la..hahahaa


4th song, ben2 cao3 gang1 mu4..abt medicine and hua4 tuo2..nice..the tune..haha..very stylish..the mv oso very nice..ya..mv not in dvd, but saw it on a variety show, where jay intro the song..haha..very cool wor this song..


5th song, tui4 hou4..kk..this song..like feng1 liddat..cuz the lyrics like can go into being a sequel of the 2 mvs liddat..touching song..sounds sad too..juz like feng..or izzit cuz it somehow describes my feelings that's y liddat..hmmm..hai..nice la..hahaha


6th song, hong2 muo2 fang3..this song, juz one word to describe..diao3..mind u..it's diao3, not diao2..haha..this song he describe like he dun care abt wad others say abt him..as long as he's himself..the song front part still got say wad he like china style, from niang zi to shuang jie gun..from dong feng po to fa ru xue..the the back part..the aiyo aiyo part..haha..that part got a story one..abt him and show luo..today the yv2 le4 bai3 fen1 bai3 got say..cuz he went onto the show..then they were tokking abt who started the aiyo thing..and it was actualli show..but jay forgot and thot it was himself..then he realised..but he say is he fa1 yang2 guang1 da4 one..haha..


7th song, xing1 yv3..one of those love songs again..slow paced..nice..rox..one of those songs u wld wanna sing at home lo..like in the bathroom..hahaha


8th song, bai2 se4 feng1 che1..this song..haha..the title i see at firz i tot wld be like hei1 se4 mao2 yi1 and ended up..ya..it's still a love song..nice tune..i like..rox!


9th song, mi2 dian3 xiang1..kinda farni the tune..but real creative of jay to write this kinda song..overall, nice..and his singing gdddd lo..


10th song, ju2 hua1 tai2..i'm amazed he ended with a slow paced song..like the album, fantasy liddat..haha..or perhaps cuz it's still fantasy..that's y..hahaha..previous albums like all the last songs quite fast one..this tune nice, so i like oso!!!hahaha..


k la..all like i say i like i like..lol..jay rox la!

rapping spree

ok..after listening to twilight's chapter seven for like a million times..k la..mebbe a trillion..lol..juz kiddin..i started looking at the lyrics..and wtf..YUANING IS ON A RAPPING SPREE!!!


cuz it's damn hard..so i juz kept repeating..and i've postponed my revision..like wtf..


haven got the cd alr liddat..wad will happen once i get the cd..and realise evry single song is nice..cuz it's jay..haiz..DIE!!!


and ya..inspired by twilight's chapter seven to write a new song..but shall postpone it..cuz i realised rap damn hard to write..after prelims ba..haha..gogogo


but i shall continue rapping now..f it la..y jay make nice songs for ppl to listen and wanna sing it..hahahaha..and the cds always come out when it's near major exams..luckily this time only prelims..if my a's was last yr..i wld be dead..cuz november's chopin came out around that time..hahaha..so shld i be glad it ain't a's?hahaha


OYEA~jay rox!


and guess wad..i tot i wld haf the courage to ask..and when she said yeaa?wad i asked was..you watch finish blah blah blah blah le?like wtf..where's my courage..perhaps it's not time..or shld i wait till 6thMarch2007..which wld be like 3 yrs gone..the longer the time goes, the harder wld it be for her to believe that my feelings are still true towards her..only i wld noe..haiz..

cool song

this is a very cool song with a very very cool mv..haha..i like!!!lol


夜的第七章 (if u can't view chinese words, it's called ye4 de4 di4 qi1 zhang1 aka twilight's chapter seven..and apparently, i can't find the right encoding to view these words..so..hahaha)



hmmm..from wad i understand myself about the mv..appears that the guy who died, dan tou, he was the witness of the crime scene la..then apparently, the guy, yu hao, him wanted to frame him..so he burned away the photos and put the mask on the dead guy's face la..cuz when he committed the crime, he was wearing the mask la..hahaha..*note: yu hao and dan tou are from nan quan mama..if u didn't noe..


and this song sounds juz like the one he wrote for tao jing ying..called liang ge ren de ji mo..and it's the same song as the rumoured new song hu die ji..kk..


ok..if u wanna watch the mv..sorry it's not here..haha..so go buy the CD LAHHH!!!lol..support original!!!

ok fine

ok fine..i admit it..so wad..i can't deny the fact that my heart still lies there..u noe..when u still miss someone..the kinda feeling..u can nver get rid of it..but 2 yrs..my feelings have not changed..but i guess ppl do change..we might not be the 2 that were in love back then animore..


did i not persevere..yes i did..i held on to it..but repeated "no"s juz demoralized me..


unable to express my feelings again..nvm..dunnit ppl to understand..afterall, the one who i wish would understand me most failed to do so..


but aniwaes..prelims coming up..no stress?bad sign..but it's still a's that matter..yes..i want ocs but i guess..even without it..it'll juz be something that i'll haf to face in life..losses..


jay album coming out..ya..another distraction..and to think "hu die ji" is a demo..juz comes to say how gd jay is..when a demo can sound better than the real song..


k..if u realised..there's no "lol" in this post..there u go..but that does not mean i'm happy..


i laugh to hide..to hide..is to laugh


my life, my song, my story..


if u realised..all my songs..are not happy..

hhahaha

k..this is my 192th post..moving into 200..LOL..but kinda slowing down on blogging..feelin sick..cuz i realised all sad things..almost all ba..outta 192, i think got 100 posts on sad things?ha..wadeva..well, u're right, this is gonna be a sad post too.


sometimes when i try to sleep, i'll think..when i watch tv i'll oso think..end up, i think too much..


was watching xi guan da shao final episode..hmmm..happy ending eh?but somehow, felt sad within..y?cuz i realised it's but a story..it's not real life..things as such, they dun realli happen in real life. and i realised it's not gonna happen to me la..no matter how much i hope i wish, she wun come back to me..not like shuang xi go back to tian ci liddat..no..cuz that's but a story..


quote from the show " i wish i might, i wish i may"


juz thot it's kinda meaningful..if u get it..


and a quote from myself


life is like a story, it has it's happiness and sadness, just that u have to omit the happy endings


ok..getting emotional..but i shall not tok old stories again..i guess, i juz have to live on..cuz it's not PokIng animore..6thMarch

not mugging?

dunno..seems like i'm not mugging yet..somehow..i noe prelims coming by those calender dates..28th Sept GP..but GP nothing much to study..wad's nxt sub?i oso dunno..no time table..so i dunno where to start..perhaps physics?but i wanna wait for the whole syllabus to finish off b4 i start on anithing..so now, i'm stuck with maths c..f maths, if i'm not wrong..it's after hols..and syllabus still going on..with matrices owning me up-side down..linear spaces..wtf..k..so i'm moving on slowly with maths c topics..not doing any tys yet..cuz muz noe the whole thing b4 can start ma..and guess wad..instead of looking thru muh notes, i'm watching sg idol..and doing some gp aq..argh..I HATE GP..gimme a break..no la..actualli gp is fun..juz that it can get boring when u dun like the topic..


and i'm beginning to miss sec sch life..of all 4 years, i wld say i like sec4 most..and ya..alot happened in that year..happy things, sad things..but i wld say overall it was fun..hanging out at places like "heaven" playing nice games with nice frens..well, perhaps i was juz too busy with things going on in jc..like appealing here and there..so in the end, such frenships kinda died down..only left with occasional dota games at home..haizz..


it's not urself who makes u lose your frenz..it's wadeva that is happening around you..


one thing i noe tho..i dun like being in sa..yes, it's fun when u have frenz with u..but he prob is..u are juz a minority of the school..2 xtremes..super mug or super slack..me, being in the middle, belong no where..i juz wanna mug and slack at my own pace..play as much as i study..


kk..playing..ps2 games seems to be dying down..with my ffx characters all with max stats..like wtf..ff12..after a's then buy..dynasty warriors 5..all characters with lvl4 weapons and shu and wu with full stats for all warriors..so sian le..world cup oso over..play winning eleven oso not that exciting le..haiz..


I WANT MORE GAMES!!!


i swear i'll get all those ff games after a levels..but dunno if can finish playing by ns..hahaha..


i guess i'm gonna love ns..


right now, i'll love to play and study only..anithing more than that?sorry..no more..i realli can't let myself get too committed yea..after a's..i promise..if there still exists this bond..i'll be there..always..;)