single

hmmm..being single ain't that bad at all manz..hope i'm not jus trying to fool myself this time..but i seriously feel better now, after all that i've been thru for the past 3-4 years..seems that there's nothing left to trouble me now, well, at least not other ppl's troubles..dun hafta worry abt others anymore..dun hafta worry abt what she'll think abt the things i do, cuz no one cares anymore..doing things the way i want, spending time the way i want..spending the money on things that i truly want.. and my NEXT big thing, which has not appeared for a long time in my life..*the last big thing was my PSP..and the last last big thing was my mp3 player..well, the next big thing is gonna be a ps3! w8 for price drop then i go buy le..hahas..afterall, govt gave 100 dollars bonus to ns men..WOOTS! one time pay-off only, how good it wld be if it was evry month..ooo..hahas..manz..ps3 faster drop in price siahs..then i can play the games i wanna play le..currently stuck with vp2 and warriors orochi on ps2..both good games, but too lazy to sit down in front of tv to play, so might as well sit in front of com, listen to music and play dota! hahas..perhaps becuz i play too much on bnet that's y i bring over the attitude i use on bnet to that when i play with my frens at lanshop..in bnet, my attitude is, dun gif anyone any chance, cuz if u do, ur team mates will jus scold u, cuz they dunno u..so i jus go arnd killing, dun care whether it's noob or wad..but when i bring that over to lan, it's diff liao..i kill noob then ppl will say why i feed on noob liaoz..hmmm..hard to balance la, but i've been trying..lols..

hiakx..10 more months to ORD..the more u look at it, the longer it seems to get..so might as well juz dun think abt it..jus book in book out and one fine day..ORD LO!!!hahas..but the duties are killing me liao..nxt sun got duty again..can't take offs on monday siah..cuz this monday got duty oso!kaoz..so many duties, ppl think i tio extra..but that's jus the way it is lo..hahas..

altho i said i feel better alr,but still..the past still haunts me occasionally..that is something i still can't put down..but hecks..i've learnt to live with it..hahas..

wahaha

KOPE SONG from ppl..hahas..damn lame, but farni..


大年初一头一天
家家户户过新年
只有我在做DUTY
我在做DUTY
七个隆咚锵咚锵
我在做DUTY
七个隆咚锵咚锵
等待ORD
~~~~
每条大街小巷
NSF的嘴里
见面第一句话
就是DUTY DUTY
恭喜恭喜恭喜你呀
今年你又中DUTY
DUTY一到尽头
真是好的消息
不用再过多久
你就要ORD
恭喜恭喜恭喜你呀
今年就要ORD

save a piece of my heart for myself. that's wad i did. and all of the other pieces that i gave u, u jus threw them away. BAH! i noe what i muz do now le la. hahas. BYE! and to a fren whom i've nvr tokked to for a long time, if she ever reads this. if u can, juz jolly well go break up with HIM la!!! if he breaks ur heart so much, no point la. kaoz. c u evrytime blog abt him i oso bu shuang him le la..hahas..who says u're not hot and who says u're not a head turner la..hahas..

whatever

whatever, i wun gif a fark animore..juz tryin to forget that's all..fark.. FO!

chance

i was nvr given a chance to do it for u. and i guess, i'm not gonna do it for anyone anymore. my heart is still and my mind is clear. i noe wad is good for me. good bye. my love for u doesn't end. but it ended with u.

cool

cool leh, listening to the song on my blog and on window media player at the same time. sounds good..lols..lamoe..oo..i'm back to myself..all those 2 dots coming back..lols..

i'm stil lost la..

zz

zz. call me mr-no-luck-with-love. argh, wadeva la. let it be, juz let it stay this way. i guess i'll be happier with myself. bye to u. let's juz be frenz. zz.

inevitable

i noe this is inevitible. but wad can i do? i guess i'll juz hafta revert to my old self. but b4 that, i guess i shld juz try for the last time. to tell her that i love her. no matter whether it's gonna work or not, at least i noe i tried. at least

我想我只能做你的背影.

tt's all. i realli dunno wad to do le. i'm lost. if wad she said was real, then this muz be it. but i muz noe, whether it's the truth. hai. thx ah, at this kinda time, u tell me all these. make me wonder even more whether i shld say. rly demoralised la. kaoz. mebbe i shld haf done more things earlier. mebbe it's too late. no one is wrong, juz the timing.

liewz. rly very pain AH! dammit.