why

Why - Ayaka

Lyrics

hitomi no oku ga boyake te mie nai
kokoro no soko no kimochi wa aru no ?

sekai no subete wo te ni shi ta toshite mo
sore ga anata no shiawase na no ?

Why kodoku na sora wo miageru no ?
Why waratte mise te yo

kotoba ni suru no ga heta na
anata no seikaku wakaru kara

tooi mukashi ni nani ga atta no ?
shisen wo sorasu anata no hitomi ni

hitori de samishii yoru ni dakishime rareru
sonna atataka sa shitteru ?

Why doushite katachi ni kodawaru no ?
Why kokoro wo hirai teo
okina nimotsu wo seotta
anata wo ukeire rareru chikara
aru wa shinji te mi te ?
Ohh..Yeaahh

jiyuu na hito wa bukiyou de ?
jiyuu na hito wa fuan de ?

Why kodoku na sora wo miageru no ?
Why waratte mise te yo
kotoba ni suru no ga heta na
anata no seikaku wakaru kara
shinji te mi te

Translations

Your inner eye has clouded over so much that it’s impossible for you to see.
Does any emotion still reside within the depths of your heart?

Having the entire world at your fingertips,
Is that what you consider happiness?

Why? Why do look up into the lonely heavens?
Why? Can’t you laugh a little?
I understand this character of yours –
This disposition that is incapable of putting anything into words.

What was it that came to be in your sequestered past?
These eyes of yours, they refuse to meet the world.

All alone with only the lonely night to cradle you,
Is this the warmth that you have come to know?

Why? Why are you so concerned with the way you look?
Why? Can you not open up your heart a little?
You’ve been taxed by this heavy burden for so long,
It’s time that you learn to accept yourself.
Have more faith in yourself...

It is those who are free that are stumbling...
It is those who are free that are insecure...

Why? Why do you look up at the lonely sky?
Why? Can you not laugh, even slightly?
I can appreciate
This reticent character of yours.
You only have to try to believe...

Why...?

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crisis core theme song~ superb! basically it trys to look at zack thru this song..how he wishes for freedom..the loneliness of being a soldier..alot of stuff..nice song la..hahahas..

yest night got pretty drunk, although didn't drink a lot..somemore it was at home so pretty good..hahas..was watching ger vs cro on comp at that time..then on msn..basically was doing alot of stupid stuff with my personal msg..then this morning see..hmmm, might be really true..and i jus kept talking with her..oso dunno y..why?hahas..wadeva la..after 4 yrs le, wad can i do, wad can i say..

BLOOD & katana

the main point is..katana..blood is wad comes after! lols!

nah..not bloodthirsty..but mebbe!

hahas..no la..swords are nice ma..seriously..the art of making a katana..pretty interesting..from finding the best metal, to folding it the firz time all the way until it's final fold..the control of the flame, the technique of folding. jap katana jus simply rocks..pretty much better than english swords..now u noe why sephiroth's katana is so strong..XP

hahas..high morale but dunno why..lols!

mebbe a little too high..

yea, kinda dying down liaoz..the main reason why i blogging cuz it's very boring..haiz..

ok..but now i see felicia chin on the tv! XD.. honour and passion..lols

haiya..i jus can't forget..but i guess it's time for me to move on..i'm trying hard already..seriously..4 yrs le..it might seem to anyone that i'm not even trying, but the fact that these 4 yrs i try my best to avoid u, to not talk to u..that's a gd sign that i'm trying very hard le..haiz..wad am i talking abt..

hmmm, wldn't it be nice if this world is void of guns..jus kill using KATANA la!!!XD

jus kiddin..but i becoming a 110% sephiroth fan le..XD


change of song

changed the song..hahas..this song..few lyrics..but nice..well, one of those sad songs again..

those who dislike jay chou, i only got one thing to say..u dun understand music..cuz he's one of few who's very talented in taiwan..

and farking boring..haiz..我为什么还爱妳

E-TEP IS OVER!!!

OMG!!! what is e-tep manz..it' OVER!!! and i mean it!!!hahas..ORD LO!!!

ok..actual fact, still got 7 more pay days to go..but seriously..on the last day of e-tep, it realli felt as if evrything is over..it felt as if evrything we've done for in the past yr has finally paid off, earning us a recon 1..at least for pc force, ps force not confirmed ba..hahas..BUT RECON 1!!!OMG!!!hahas..happy!ORD LOH!

then today had platoon cohesion, to celebrate the fact that e-tep is over! watched vegas..though wanted to watch harrold and kumar instead..but vegas was funny..funny thruout the whole show..except for the part where it ended off..kinda touching, when he expressed his feelings to her..argh, whatever..hahas..it's jus a comedy ba..and it's jus a movie..

deep down inside, i hope evrything wld be perfect, but i know it ain't gonna be..this is life, live it, live on..with u deep down inside my heart, i hope u wun forget the times we had, cuz i noe i wldn't..

alot more things to say..but shall not say too much today..hahas..so bye before i say too much..XP

WAH!

SUPER TIRING DAY!!!hahas..

mornin book out..go home, put bag, went out to party world at orchard!hahas..superb!hahas..had some great singing..but didn't manage to sing the songs i wanted to sing altho sang alot..hahas..i wanna sing bai se feng che like how jay did it in his concert..lols..R&B rox..ur feelings can actually change the way u sing the song..and if it comes out how u want it to be..actually feels kinda good..hahas..

then ended at 2pm..stupid boss say take bus..then knn..reach home at 1530 then still needta rush down to the east side, ie. marine parade cc for sweep..zzz..took cab..reached eunos on time..then cab down to cc again..-_-..so diao..sweep was ok..nothin much to say..jus that the dog very big, cute and OBEDIENT!!!lols..

hai..4 yrs le niah..dunno wad to say..dunno wad to do, i'm still lost. i'm still here. still waiting, for no answers..sing a song, let it describe these 4 yrs..i only got one song to sing to u..or mebbe a few..for example jie kou..but most importantly, there's only one song that 'll hint to u that all the while the person i'm talking abt is u..and that song is shuo ai ni..only u'll noe..i guess..or perhaps u've juz forgotten..but i noe i wldn't..hai..

AND LIVERPOOL WON AGAIN!!!AND CURRENTLY AT 67 MINS, MAN UTD IS LOSING TO BLACKBURN!!!LOLS..but think they'll still win..who noes..but i'm going to SLP!!!hahahahahas..crouch and pennant rox for the match aniwaes..lols

Liverpool 4 vs Arsenal 2 Quarter-Final UEFA Champions League

OMG!!!LIVERPOOL ROX!!!hahahas..AND I WANNA GO TO ANFIELD!!!

Anfield

dun ask me wad happened..i oso dunno..mebbe it's after seeing the article in football weekly abt that guy going to anfield to watch liv vs reading..imagine seeing gerrard and torres pairing up LIVE at anfield..omg..suddenly juz feel like going to anfield..with a special someone..she wun noe de..mebbe she will..i oso dunno..i'm jus tired..tired of evrything..

these eyes are too weak to see the truth, but the truth is, these things that we call eyes are the only things that we can use to see.

your heart can only pump blood, it does not feel a thing. it's ur skin that feels.

and ya, ur nose can smell, there's no doubt about that.

ears, ya, they can hear.

all these senses, leading up to nothing individually, but when u put them together, u get alot of things. they can all join up to become emotions we feel.

tokking randomly, sucky day..