wth

i wanted to say something, but when i started to type, the words just didn't come. nvm. i'm still trying to get to slp, but obviously, i'm easily affected by stuff that ppl say. linking this to that, stuffs like this just make you think, make you sad.

Nocturnal to Normal

Ok, am i the only one who's still nocturnal after sundown marathon? Well, kinda fun to do the marathon, got a nice finisher tee too. But the pain and all, hmmm, can't say its worth it, but it was a good experience. Will i run stand chart? It depends heavily on whether i'm gonna participate in AHM this year. If i do, i might just go for stand chart. Still kinda unhappy that i didn't get the tee in 2007 just because some guy didn't sign me up. LOL.

Hmmm, ok, so my ankle has recovered, still some minor pains in my hamstring and calves muscle, should be able to recover by tml. BUT! I've not recovered from my nocturnal shit yet. Hard to. My previous experiences of turning from nocturnal back to normal was like 2 days? And obviously watchin youtube videos and blogging doesn't help much, coupled with the fact that its rather hot nowadays.

And i saw this farny youtube video!!! HAHA




o wells, enjoy.

randomness

This is the year of randomness. I'm gonna turn my blog into one full of random quotes that just come to my mind. Pardon me, the randomness jus getting to me. This will probably be my last post with non-random sentences.

- kill me before you dare insult my pride of killing you.

- my pride, my freedom, your pain.

- if you freakin need to foul a person who only started playin soccer like a freakin 1 month ago, you needta think about what you've been doing for the past 10+ years playing soccer regularly.
*i'm talking about me as the one who started 1 month ago*

- livin' on a prayer *now that's freakin random*

- i'll step on your faith time and again, till you believe that you shldn't believe in anything but yourself

- you hold your own freakin destiny

- turn and shoot

- dribble and goal

- what an assist even i myself didn't believe i did it

- i'm freakin sitting in the south stand on 26th July

- NOOOOOOOOO

my life

songs depict what happens in ppl's lives. and the same goes for me. for different stages in my life, there's always a song to describe my feelings and maybe the stuff that's happening around me. recently, i decided to put my mp3 back to shuffle all, after doing shuffles on jay and ayaka's songs only. then, i heard all those songs i've heard back then, those songs that affected me deeply. so, as a tribute to these songs, i've decided to blog about them, along with my life starting from sec2, cuz that's when i started listening to songs seriously.

the first song that really left a deep impression on me was 熬夜 by this guy called chen yin jian, if i'm not wrong. it's basically a song that describes how this guy ao ye with a good fren, whom i assume shld be targetted at his gf. this song, was introduced to me by my gf then. i guess, i can call her that? lol, even though it lasted like. hai, nvm. so anyways, thinking about the past brings be back down to the fact that, y issit so ez for ppl to promise when they can jus break it so simply. dun they think even a single bit b4 they make a promise? y can't they do it like how i do it? think about it, make sure that it's something you'll do no matter what, b4 u promise it. you promised you'll always be by my side, but where are you now? we dun even talk to each other anymore.

nvm, to be continued, watchin liverpool vs westham.

random quotes

just some random quotes, LOL, too bored these days.

- one shot, one goal, one pass, one assist, the end.

- 2 freakin bitches that made me hate them so much, o wells, mebbe, just one.

- i love thee, you love mee, we love to eat maggi mee

- what can be worse than dying 10 times in dota? an ogre magi owning because after he learnt his ulti, he multi-casted fireblast for the rest of his game. *i'm the ogre magi*. XD

- sa, enigma and puck make the best combi. why? enigma buy blink dagger, puck wave in, cast silence, enigma blink in blackhole, sa blink in smoke. eh, GG? LOL

- dun host if u dunno howta play / dun host if u dunno howta wait until a game end.

- just because a freakin sa got owned by my sb who bought dust, charged him, dust, nether strike, doesn't mean he's a noob. it jus means i'm too pro.

XP. I'M SO BORED!!!

irritation

Today, when i was going home on MRT, some ppl really pissed me off, or rather, i felt they were damn irritating. I was thinking why there are always irritating ppl around me, but then i realised something, it was not that irritating ppl liked to gather around me, but i am just too easily irritated by other ppl. Well, anybody wld haf been irritated by the shit ppl do on mrt.

1.) some freakin idiot couple, sitting in the middle of the row of seats. okay, nothing wrong with that right? but the freakin thing is, they got a daughter. this freakin daughter which the freakin couple did not freakin control is only at most a freakin 6 years old. she was freakin playin with her freakin moo-moo-cow-soft-toy in the mrt like a freakin retard. o wells, we had our days, but we dun freakin take up 2 seats in an mrt just to play with a freakin soft toy eh. to top it off, there had to be an old man standing in front of them. and the freakin couple continued to talk like freakin couples do, ignoring the old man, while the freakin daughter carries on playing with her freakin moo-moo, taking up 2 seats. that is freakin irritatin.

i dun realli wana talk about the 2nd irritatin stuff i encountered, cuz given my personality, i might jus end up getting myself into trouble, if you noe what i mean.

and i nver knew how much i hated ppl i once loved till the extent that i jus dun feel like talking to them anymore. lesson learnt, dun say love until you truly noe that u're in love, and can stay fully committed. i knew how much i loved her, i knew what i wanted for our future, i said love, u said love, but you never expected a future, never realli tot about whether u loved me. and in the end, there's no real love, jus a freakin gal trying to waste 5 years of a guy's time jus to hear the same old freakin' NO. you know i'm talking about you, i guess i hate you, nah, i know i hate you.

tiring

hmm, ankle finally recovered, so went for a run on thur, not alot, jus a short dist. run to build up stamina again, hopefully can get to 10km quick. o wells, then fri went to play street soccer. sux, lol. i can only say, this is probably my second time playing ss outta camp. first touch sux, lol. only scored one goal, well, the team actually only scored 2 for whole night. XP. so many games only scored 2, kinda lol. nvm. jus relax and play. but i realised, ss makes me sweat faster than playing bball. firz game sweat like shit alr. mebbe cuz the other team shoot farkin good, then i muz keep shifting position to cover goal. zz.

hai, and i wanna find a job quick, nua too long liao. LOL