This blog is dying. So are many things in the world. For one, my psp is dying too, the wireless is nowhere to be found, the charging light will go on as long as its plugged in, even when its charged fully.

Somethings don't die at all. For one, my love for final fantasy 7. No matter how many ppl think its outdated, its old, to me, its the game that taught me how to appreciate the stories in games. And I only play games with a story to tell. Even winning eleven, there's a story in it, the story of the team, etc. Monster hunter, surely, there's a story in it, the life of a hunter. Most games have stories, and those without are simply not good enough to be called games. Do i call pac-man a game? No. Handphone games are not games, they're simply a way to waste your battery until u can safely charge again.

Everyone will die, one day, and they'll go on, into the lifestream. Yeah, i know, that's ff7, but there's some truth in it. We, ourselves, are a form of energy, and when we die, we get buried, or burned, but the energy returns to the earth, and the energy in turn turns into other forms of energy that is constantly recycled in a natural way. That is until, we, the humans, step in to extract this energy from earth itself, burning wood, using fuel, etc. Converting them into energy that is otherwise considered wasted energy in the sense that the output of these energy is normally useless and doesn't find itself in the earth anymore. That is, almost the same as the basic concept of lifestream. Change the energy to mako, and there u go, we are all part of Shin-Ra.

As i've said, everyone will die, and just a few days back, MJ died. Sadness, yeah. A legend, passed on. It's a pity he didn't get to perform his remaining concerts though. But he'll forever remain in our hearts as a singer, full of talent, as a dancer, no one can ever surpass. He's the best, in his era, and our admiration of his talent will go on for years to come. Rest in peace.

Anyways, back to the ff7 thing. After reading final fantasy 7 ultimania, and part of the story of before crisis, i realised there was a person as strong as sephiroth in the ff7 universe. That is, elfe, the first leader of Avalanche. So in my opinion, the strength ranking for ff7 is 1st Sephiroth, 2nd Elfe, 3rd Cloud, 4th Vincent, 5th Weiss, 6th Zack, 7th Genesis. After 3rd is a kind of a gut feeling. Not too sure about the rest. But i'm sure that cloud is certainly behind sephiroth, considering that he's the only one who defeated sephiroth twice, even though sephiroth was just slacking off and as said in the ultimania, didn't even sweat when he was fighting cloud in advent children. Sephiroth is GOD. Simply because, throughout the whole ff7, he controlled JENOVA based on his own will power, even when JENOVA is a calamity from outer space that all Cetras feared of. And since sephiroth couldn't win elfe (neither cold she) before niblheim incident, i suppose she's stronger than cloud.

Reunion 130713.

goals for fun

Well, today enjoyed myself at street soccer. Basically, scored goals for fun. Scored like 5-6 goals in like erm, 3 games? haha. got one goal, gh say i made the goal look easy. LOL. Just recovered from foot injury, also dunno why so pro today. Maybe tyco, we shall see. Can be because of winning eleven also, learn from it then can improve. LOL.

and pc show was disappointing. One hp lappy booth, only sell one hp laptop, that is dv4. i was like wth. I mean seriously, no other hp lappies? Somemore, there's no special rates at pc show. Use ocbc credit card only, note, i said ONLY, for first 100 customers will get a 2gb usb thumbdrive. I was like, serious? o wow!!! my psp memory stick is 4gb, u think i give a shit about 2gb usb. So, i've decided to buy my hp dv4 at the shop instead. Shop, no crowd, pc show, CROWD!!!

man, i'm tired.

wth

i wanted to say something, but when i started to type, the words just didn't come. nvm. i'm still trying to get to slp, but obviously, i'm easily affected by stuff that ppl say. linking this to that, stuffs like this just make you think, make you sad.

Nocturnal to Normal

Ok, am i the only one who's still nocturnal after sundown marathon? Well, kinda fun to do the marathon, got a nice finisher tee too. But the pain and all, hmmm, can't say its worth it, but it was a good experience. Will i run stand chart? It depends heavily on whether i'm gonna participate in AHM this year. If i do, i might just go for stand chart. Still kinda unhappy that i didn't get the tee in 2007 just because some guy didn't sign me up. LOL.

Hmmm, ok, so my ankle has recovered, still some minor pains in my hamstring and calves muscle, should be able to recover by tml. BUT! I've not recovered from my nocturnal shit yet. Hard to. My previous experiences of turning from nocturnal back to normal was like 2 days? And obviously watchin youtube videos and blogging doesn't help much, coupled with the fact that its rather hot nowadays.

And i saw this farny youtube video!!! HAHA




o wells, enjoy.

randomness

This is the year of randomness. I'm gonna turn my blog into one full of random quotes that just come to my mind. Pardon me, the randomness jus getting to me. This will probably be my last post with non-random sentences.

- kill me before you dare insult my pride of killing you.

- my pride, my freedom, your pain.

- if you freakin need to foul a person who only started playin soccer like a freakin 1 month ago, you needta think about what you've been doing for the past 10+ years playing soccer regularly.
*i'm talking about me as the one who started 1 month ago*

- livin' on a prayer *now that's freakin random*

- i'll step on your faith time and again, till you believe that you shldn't believe in anything but yourself

- you hold your own freakin destiny

- turn and shoot

- dribble and goal

- what an assist even i myself didn't believe i did it

- i'm freakin sitting in the south stand on 26th July

- NOOOOOOOOO

my life

songs depict what happens in ppl's lives. and the same goes for me. for different stages in my life, there's always a song to describe my feelings and maybe the stuff that's happening around me. recently, i decided to put my mp3 back to shuffle all, after doing shuffles on jay and ayaka's songs only. then, i heard all those songs i've heard back then, those songs that affected me deeply. so, as a tribute to these songs, i've decided to blog about them, along with my life starting from sec2, cuz that's when i started listening to songs seriously.

the first song that really left a deep impression on me was 熬夜 by this guy called chen yin jian, if i'm not wrong. it's basically a song that describes how this guy ao ye with a good fren, whom i assume shld be targetted at his gf. this song, was introduced to me by my gf then. i guess, i can call her that? lol, even though it lasted like. hai, nvm. so anyways, thinking about the past brings be back down to the fact that, y issit so ez for ppl to promise when they can jus break it so simply. dun they think even a single bit b4 they make a promise? y can't they do it like how i do it? think about it, make sure that it's something you'll do no matter what, b4 u promise it. you promised you'll always be by my side, but where are you now? we dun even talk to each other anymore.

nvm, to be continued, watchin liverpool vs westham.

random quotes

just some random quotes, LOL, too bored these days.

- one shot, one goal, one pass, one assist, the end.

- 2 freakin bitches that made me hate them so much, o wells, mebbe, just one.

- i love thee, you love mee, we love to eat maggi mee

- what can be worse than dying 10 times in dota? an ogre magi owning because after he learnt his ulti, he multi-casted fireblast for the rest of his game. *i'm the ogre magi*. XD

- sa, enigma and puck make the best combi. why? enigma buy blink dagger, puck wave in, cast silence, enigma blink in blackhole, sa blink in smoke. eh, GG? LOL

- dun host if u dunno howta play / dun host if u dunno howta wait until a game end.

- just because a freakin sa got owned by my sb who bought dust, charged him, dust, nether strike, doesn't mean he's a noob. it jus means i'm too pro.

XP. I'M SO BORED!!!