haiz

well..i tot it was good enuff..afterall..i didn't realli put in much effort in this bt1..or rather..not enuff time to study..as for econs..haven get back results yet..so oso not sure..but i guess wldn't be good aniwaes..my econs is at my maximum already..i noe it..no matter how much more i study for econs..it wldn't be any much betta..but i noe abt the other subjects..fmaths maths physics..didn't practice..juz studied notes..that's y got such lousy grades..OCC..yes..a long way from my AAA..but believe that if i practice..put in all i have..start practicing evryday for like 2-3 hrs..juz plain study for that 2-3 hrs..and shut myself off from tv and com and games one month b4 bt2..i'm sure i can get it..AAA..


overall..i wld say i have improved..compared to promos..i didn't put in as much effort as i didn in promos..so for physics..a C was pretty good enuff..as for maths C..quite disappointed tho..but kinda expected..no practice ya..fmaths..oso no practice..or shld i say only practiced for fmb part..and kinda neglected fma..haiz..muz balance out all these subjects..to be good in all..my target..AAA..not far away i wld say..


haiz..now the only obstacle is econs..wld i be able to drop it?

my randomness

my randomness is realli getting on my nerves..sign of aging?lol


..18 yrs old..im getting old..argh..


ns in 2 yrs..haiz..


followed my study plan today..not bad..can manage..haha..tml muz go GYM!!!haha..but dunno whether i shld go watch soccer after that..haha..c firz ba..


looked at time table again..looking at those econs lesson..imagine all of those lessons gone nxt wk..so much break..so much time to study..or wld i study?hmmm..that's tricky..but i guess i wld..muz put in more effort..triple A for bt2?k..mebbe ABB wld be good enuff..so i've decided to set as ABB for the time being..unless my progress shows better results from now till bt2..then perhaps..i wld change the target to AAA..but for now..it wld be ABB..haha..piahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

lol

my randomness is becoming damn random now..lol..juz that i wasn't online for the past one day..that's y didn't random here..haha..


had some strange dreams though..yest nite evryone in my dream were headless..except for me and her..dunno y..juz so strange..


even tho it was a strange dream..i stil dreamt of her again..haiz..33 days if i'm not wrong..wad's going on..haiz..


i'm tired..i wanna slp..i wanna drop econs..i wanna piah fmaths..i muz prove to evryone else in the world that i can get triple A..and i will get it..if i drop econs..so lemme drop econs laaaaaaaa...haiz..

the last random thought of the day

omigod..guess wad..another random thought..but i promise it'll be the last..


kinda had an interesting tok with 6thMarch on msn juz now..ya..i've gotten over her..but the talk was rather interesting..dunno y..but we suddenly went to the subject of cheating..and she jokingly said it's okay to cheat..but i told her..wad happens if u cheat ppl and end up the person does not trust u animore and leaves u in the end..(like wad happened 2 yrs back ya)..*i didn't say the part that's in brackets la..haha*..and i continued..but sometimes even when u are not cheating the person..and he/she misunderstands u..that is saddening..


mebbe she didn't get it..but i wasn't trying to imply anithing at all..so i guess it was alrite..but well..i nvr cheated her and i wld swear upon that..but nvm..gotten over means gotten over..move on with life..and find another difficulty ahead of me..NTUC!!!haiz..i will nvr cheat a gal that i like..nvr..or perhaps a white lie to make her happy..but nvr a lie taht wld make her sad..nvr..but to 6thMarch..i nvr told u a lie b4..not even a white lie..but does it matter now?no..wad matters now is..................


NTUC!!!argh..


headshot.. (X_X)

just another random thought

just another random thought *seems that i'm having lotsa random thoughts today*


was listening to the song..missing you..then the chorus part..the lyrics went..qing3 gei2 wo3 quan2 shi4 jie4 de4 ji4 mo4..then i actualli thought..qing3 gei2 wo3 quan2 shi4 jie4 de4 jie4 mo4..direct translation..pls gimme all the wasabi in the world..LOL..


not farni?kk..i'll try harder nxt time..


gd effort..

random thoughts

random thoughts..shld i get myself hurt again?


i sure have feelings for her..but shld i tell her?i guess i shld..even if it means hurting myself again..i still muz tell..better than to live with regrets for the rest of my life eh?

haha

haha..juz chanced upon this document on my com..its a chat log of 6thMarch with me..haha..it's still in my com..lol..cuz it's in my partition drive so it wasn't deleted when i reformat my com the last time..


i've always been wondering..y 2 ppl who liked each other so much can actualli break..the chat log..it was the kinda thing u c then u noe that we have feelings for each other de..more than frenz..and alot more than that..but..in the end..still broke up..not enuff trust?to the extent that she wld believe in rumours more than she believes me..but nvm..that's the past


haha..kinda msged a little bit today..but it's not gonna reach it's monthly limit of 700 aniwaes..so kinda waste..haha..msg mite help..but it all depends on destiny..life is destiny..yes u can change the way things go..but the end is alr destined..it's the procedure that u can change..well..that's not wad i think..hahaha..life is destined..with my own hands..it's the procedure that decides wad u will get in the end..so if u can change the procedure..u can change the end as well..it's all up to oneself to decide which road he/she wanna take..u can decide to mug and get good results or u can decide to slack and get okay results..for me..i decide to slack and mug..so i'll get good+okay=excellent results..LOL.


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