not that i do not care

i hope u dun think too much, but seriously, there's nothing i can do..the most i can do, and i haf done, was to stay by ur side..and to encourage u to move on..juz let it go..it is destined it has to leave this world..as long as it leaves a memory in u, it has served it's purpose, at least u noe it has left u with gd memories..

humans are juz liddat, they tend to forget wad gd things ppl haf done to them..wad they can rmm are juz the bad things..and once someone has done something bad to them, they juz treat the person as an evil guy, forgetting how much he has helped them in the past..i guess those words we said yest in bunk were juz outta a sudden rage..at least for me, i noe it is..and i hope no one was hurt by wad i've said..and i hope evryone wld juz look at sgt as a good person, not forgetting those gd things he has done for us..y remember the bad things when it leaves u with juz bad memories..

and i seriously dun appreciate those ppl who didn't get punished yet complained alot..ya..perhaps they do feel for us, i mean, that shld be a definite..but i dun get it why they are complaining more than those who were directly punished..juz forgive and forget..well, afterall, we were certainly in the wrong..yes, it might have been kinda extreme, but pls remember this is the army, there's nothing u can do abt it, the only way is to climb to the top and ammend those things that u r unhappy with..as ppl with such low ranks, the only thing we can do is to suck thumb..

ok..it all started out like this..in the afternoon, after lunch, after 1330, most of us were still slping, cuz our sgt said we can stay in bunk until further notice..but the thing is that, known to all of us, we're not allowed to slp after 1330, or at least, dun get caught..and well, at arnd 1440, sgt came in and saw us slping..GG..wadeva, we were prepared, or at least i was prepared..i wasn't slping when he came in tho..haha..but aniwaes, we fall in, and get punished..expected..and made to do some stupid things..some push-ups and worst of all, ranger jump..alot of ppl were angered by taht, and so, when we were let of into our bunks, most of us were unhappy and started complaining lo..that's all about it..

seriously, we were in the wrong..but punishments were extreme..haiz..dunno la

after book out was super boring..go home, get out, stayover, watch vcd, come home, play game..later on booking it..tt's about it..haiz..TML CFT LA..suck thumb..but after CFT, book out, so nvm la..juz hang on..haha..hope i dun fall out can le..maintain the platoon 6 standard of no one falling out from CFT..hahax..

i guess i'm juz tired, will call u again..