tiring

all these stuff lately is starting to tire me out. random acts of ppl, seem to have negative effects on me nowadays. random stuff that didn't seem to be a prob, jus affected my badly. mentally and physically. some things, i can tolerate, some, i just can't. i'm tired. tired of all these.

if i'm dreaming, wake me up. if this is reality, i wld rather dream. i'm jus tired. mebbe i'll get back the energy again. mebbe.

ORD seems near, but it doesn't mean anything. jus one thing off my shoulder. there's too many things to worry in life, and it's not up to me to decide how things will go for me. i just hope things will turn out good.

u're tiring me out. u're making me sick. u're making me bored. u're making me feel so fuck-up. u're making me use the f words.

all these 'u' are almost all the ppl in this world. and i hate 'u'.

i'm back, i hate the world.