i realli dun want myself to like someone again..but it's so inevitable..it juz comes and i can't stop it..ya..i've completely forgotten abt the previous onex..that makes me free to like aniwan..i guess..but..i thot i shld have a period of rest for myself before going into another relationship or mebbe even a one-way one..but..i guess there is no more period of rest..mebbe i shld juz tell her..mebbe..but i'm really confused..wadeva..getting so freakin tired..

and ya..boss today last day..haha..had dinner with him..as farni as ever..and her aunty..firz sight..i thot she was a chinese..juz like when i firz saw zul..but no..she, like zul..is a malay.omigod..realli like chinese la..haha..think oso got chinese blood in her..lol..

revitalised but going down again..