then i realised

I never held on to that one person that really mattered to me 8 years ago. And that's probably why nothing worked out after that. At the end of the day, she still means a lot to me. The fact that I can't let go, is probably why I was never able to say "I love you" to anyone else after that, even "3" who meant a lot to me too. Perhaps, that is why, I don't see myself being together with anyone else anymore. I just didn't let go. =/