haiz

my heart is getting weaker as each day goes by..so my doubts were true..no matter how much i do for her..she's juz being scared by wad i'm doing..wadeva i do for her is juz meaningless i guess..being helpful is wrong..but who's hurt most?it's me..u try doing that..helping someone but that someone is giving u the feeling of no appreciation at all..who's hurt?huh?no one but urself..ya..i said i wanted no return at all..but i didn't expect it to be absolutely no return at all..to the extent of not even a thankew for wad i've done..for that i'm hurt..seriously..wondering how many to the powers of two muz my heart break b4 it'll start to get mended..for now..it's already 1024 pieces of heart..haiz..will they further break down to 2048?haiz..let's w8 and c..or will they start mending soon..let's hope so..but for now..i juz wish for ur happiness..even if it brings sadness to me..but c-ing u happy will at least bring some light into the darkness i'm living in..afterall..i'm juz a shadow..