trendy??

it's a trend..ppl who work at taka will come down on their off days..LOL..firz it was ah gong3..who came down..LOL..then saw mong..acting dao as ever..mebbe he's showing his ap side..LOL..hmmmz..mebbe i shld go down tml oso?since it's a trend..LOL

haiz..not realli happy today..dunno howta say..i seriously think i'm givin too much but receiving too little at the same time..and mebbe receiving nothing at all..but who cares..not as if u'll ever care..wad i do for u..u dun even appreciate..sorry..does it realli cure?does it come from deep down inside u?i wonder..but u can't blame me for doubting ppl..once bitten twice shy..especially when i'm bitten more than once..u can't actualli expect me to still trust ppl wholeheartedly..i trust u to make myself happy..cuz if i dun..i'll be sad..yes..i can sense truth in ur words..but rumours are juz makin me think too much..seriously..i can't stand rumours..rumours hurt..rumours can deal massive destruction..been thru it..so i noe..but i juz dun feel like myself when i stand down dere and do nothing at all..perhaps i'm alr used to helping u?i dunno..haiz..

seriously hope i can have a fine christmas..hopefully a happy one..at least dun let it be a sad one..haiz..