am i dumb

am i juz being used, yet happy abt it..mebbe i noe it..juz that i dun wanna confront it, yet..doing all these, despite the fact that i noe the possibilities of failing..the high probability..i juz chose to be blind to those things..trying to escape from this world..but i noe, one day, i'll be back here again..

it's haunting me again, things that happened in the past..i dunno y, it's not ez to forget..ezier said than done..

and guess wad..ah xin from may day kissed selina in the wu yue tian mv! DAMMIT!!! @#$% but nvm..it's juz an mv..even hei ren kissed her b4..hahaha..

i'm juz confused, pls dun care abt me..i mean..care for me pls..haiz..

be there

juz say i'm tired, dun feel like doing anithing..but seeing the money rolling in, but no time to spend..juz haiz..sian arh..

i dunno wad i'll do, but i try my best..even if hope seems so little..i dun care, cuz i juz wanna be there..

tired

I WANNA SLP..but booking in le..hai..gd thing tml after ndp can book out..

i juz realised something..it's selina that reminds me of her, not the other way round..which means i'm actualli in love with her..haiya..how arh..can't stop thinking abt her..juz wanna be with her..haiz..tell her..TELL HER..i'm siao liaoz..crazy with her..

I'M PUTTInG IT ON!!!

omg..this mornin go down ndp to help out..but i was damn happy when wee sir said we can put on our cbrd badge regardless of whether u've pass ur ippt or not..so now, i'm a happy guy..

ndp was nice..the whole floating platform..realli cool..then the apaches fly pass..the parade..all seems so nice on the floatin platform..how i wish i can go down there to watch on the actual day..but dammit..i wld be givin out food at suntec on the day itself!!!ARGH

i'll wear u one day

wahaha..found this nice website..chck it out dudes..

http://www2.apan-info.net/mpat/documents/Singapore_CBRN_Defense_24Aug06_Chua.pdf



i hope i'll wear this badge one day..evryday i open my wallet and see it..i'll juz say "i'll wear u one day"..and i will

i'm juz tired..so i feel like slping..=P

a man who knew no tiredness

been going arnd this couple of days..seen lotsa things, had lotsa fun..pop, but still a private..lol..but i guess pop was nice..the cft, my best so far..route march was okay, basically juz counting down the light posts left in front..mask run juz run all the way, walk up slope, chiong back camp..10 mins for 2km mask run..not bad ba..the beret is a very nice thing..like soft toy liddat..lol..cbr badge, i'm gonna wear u..juz wait..

i juz love the way u smile, the way u make me happy..if i can juz see u more often..hai..if only u knew..mebbe u noe, but we chose to hide it..we shall see where fate will bring us..

AND Selina from S.H.E is juz so nice..lol..it's juz a kinda feeling u get when u see her..haha..reminds me of..erm..lol

interesting bk

found some nice books..hmmm..might juz change my perspectives towards certain things in life..but i shld go ask the opinions of some frenz too..haha

pop again

yet another pop, but filled with pride..haiz..realli wanna put on the cbr badge, but now can only look at it..nvm, i'll put u on real soon..oso got beret le, that i can put on..haha..it's not the end, it's juz the beginning..

haiya, the more i msg her, the more i feel like..argh..izzit right this time?who noes, let's c..

true love?

true love never has an ending..

how true..

protect

i juz noe..i wanna protect her with all i haf..i'll tell her that..soon..even if she doesn't noe now, i'll make her feel it..

it's wierd, how love comes, without u noeing it..and all of a sudden, u wanna be with that person forever..