Been so long since I've last blogged. Just felt like saying something, to anyone. Perhaps its reading some random articles of people talking about love, finding the right person, being yourself.
Then I came to the realisation, I'll probably never fall in love ever again. As long as D continues to ignore me, I'll never be able to sort these feelings out.
1 year ago, I fell in love with the girl that I have loved and gave the most, up till this point in time.I gave my all, so much so that it burned out so fast for her, and within 4 months, she felt that there was too much commitment from me that she couldn't handle. She left me here, right there, where my heart was just left behind. I don't even know where that is now.
Every morning, I drive to work, looking at that empty seat beside me. The place that used to be hers (when we go out that is). The random moments that we just went out to grab a bite, catch a movie, sing some k.
The everyday morning greetings that we say to each other.
Its funny. From the first time we met at the beach camping, from that first "morning" you silently said to me when you woke up, we never stopped saying morning to each other every single day till the day you decided it was over. That moment in which I decided you were the one, just a simple "morning".
I don't know how to move on
I tried dating other girls, its just not the same.
The only person that can save me from this is probably you, but you're just not there for me anymore.
Never felt so lonely.
You can have friends, colleagues, family surrounding you, but when that one spot in your heart is void, it just doesn't feel the same.
1 year on, and I'm still here..
