not that i do not care

i hope u dun think too much, but seriously, there's nothing i can do..the most i can do, and i haf done, was to stay by ur side..and to encourage u to move on..juz let it go..it is destined it has to leave this world..as long as it leaves a memory in u, it has served it's purpose, at least u noe it has left u with gd memories..

humans are juz liddat, they tend to forget wad gd things ppl haf done to them..wad they can rmm are juz the bad things..and once someone has done something bad to them, they juz treat the person as an evil guy, forgetting how much he has helped them in the past..i guess those words we said yest in bunk were juz outta a sudden rage..at least for me, i noe it is..and i hope no one was hurt by wad i've said..and i hope evryone wld juz look at sgt as a good person, not forgetting those gd things he has done for us..y remember the bad things when it leaves u with juz bad memories..

and i seriously dun appreciate those ppl who didn't get punished yet complained alot..ya..perhaps they do feel for us, i mean, that shld be a definite..but i dun get it why they are complaining more than those who were directly punished..juz forgive and forget..well, afterall, we were certainly in the wrong..yes, it might have been kinda extreme, but pls remember this is the army, there's nothing u can do abt it, the only way is to climb to the top and ammend those things that u r unhappy with..as ppl with such low ranks, the only thing we can do is to suck thumb..

ok..it all started out like this..in the afternoon, after lunch, after 1330, most of us were still slping, cuz our sgt said we can stay in bunk until further notice..but the thing is that, known to all of us, we're not allowed to slp after 1330, or at least, dun get caught..and well, at arnd 1440, sgt came in and saw us slping..GG..wadeva, we were prepared, or at least i was prepared..i wasn't slping when he came in tho..haha..but aniwaes, we fall in, and get punished..expected..and made to do some stupid things..some push-ups and worst of all, ranger jump..alot of ppl were angered by taht, and so, when we were let of into our bunks, most of us were unhappy and started complaining lo..that's all about it..

seriously, we were in the wrong..but punishments were extreme..haiz..dunno la

after book out was super boring..go home, get out, stayover, watch vcd, come home, play game..later on booking it..tt's about it..haiz..TML CFT LA..suck thumb..but after CFT, book out, so nvm la..juz hang on..haha..hope i dun fall out can le..maintain the platoon 6 standard of no one falling out from CFT..hahax..

i guess i'm juz tired, will call u again..

porridge

HAIZ..STUCK AT HOME~sianz

yest quite sian..go back sajc..nothing much..typical mr low co prac..kip on repeating same old parts..i c le oso sian..haha..go back waste my time only..

nothing much nowadays la..juz quite boring..cook porridge lo..hahaha

missing

something is definitely msing..the 2 mths, could it haf changed so much?or am i juz not used to it yet..somehow, the touch felt cold..no warmth..could hardly sense wad i used to..mebbe i'm juz not used to it..time will tell

hmm

would i say i'm happy?perhaps..being back together, mebbe we'll be happy, but we'll see about that..

bad sat

haix..yest was bad..mornin not feeling well le..but since movie tic alr bought..so might as well go for spidey3..it was nice la..after the movie, sushil called, and since i dun think i can't go for the drink cuz i wasn't feeling well, i told him that, and guessed wad, he said cheebai then hanged up le..ok lo..fine..

i dun like to pang seh, but seriously no choice..i go le oso wun drink, might as well dun go..

life is good, when u haf no worries..no wonder mine sux..

lol

my previous blogskin somehow got crashed after i tried to add something..i can't find the previous code..so went to blogskin and saw this..nice, so use lo..

haha..today had ippt trial test..think i kinda sucked..5 chin-ups only..my sbj oso sux..my running actualli improved by 1 sec..but no importance since i alr failed 2 items..but guess wad..my sit-up..hit 59 lo..34 in 30sec but after that seh liaoz..haha..but do so many oso no use..nxt time do 40 can le..hahaha..I WANNA GET SILVER!!!it's not impossible..it's all in the mind..=)

i've decided not to think anymore..think so much, no use..nothing's gonna chane, and i noe it..new life, new expectations =)

10km

i feel cheated la..somehow..the 10km felt only 1km more than the 8km last wk..mebbe the 8km wasn't realli 8km..but aniwaes..10km in 52mins..is that fast or slow..haiz..wonder how my 2.4 timing wld be like..simple calculation tells me that i wld need 12min28s to run 2.4..but think can be faster than that ba..i wanna run below 11 again..last time i ran below 11 was 1mth ago la..during blk leave..now so long nvr run 2.4 le..sianz..but i'm sure stamina go up le..

haiyakx..vry sian..when will ord come..zz