What did I do the whole weekend? Nothing much really, just settled down and found some time to study and do some work, something that I've not been doing the whole sem. The whole sem, I've found myself spending too much time on the stupid circuit board, only for it to fail me time and time again, never got it started, never will, can't seem to find the problem. So that's it and that's that, not gonna do anything about it, just gonna concentrate on the other mods since exams are really getting nearer. No time to waste.
So basically, found myself in a situation where I just sat down and listened to webcasts and do tutorials. Quite rare. Also, perhaps all these came with the bloody decision to not give a bloody fuck about her anymore. You were precious, you still are, but I'm not going to tell you anymore. No point. To me, these feelings towards you never got over to you. You never knew how important you were to me. You'll never know. So really, I don't wanna care anymore. You are just another friend now, and I won't pay special attention to you anymore. You're not even a close friend to me anymore. Somehow, this distance between us has made this happen, for us to be further and further apart. 4 months, it was all it took to make us become what we are now. So fast, but, who are you? The friendship between us 4 months ago felt like it happened 10 years ago, precious memories, no more.
