woohoo!

second sad song from 斗牛·要不要. very nice. the whole ost actualli makes the show even better. HAHA. but damn sad la. hai. i only need one person to understand. but the one that understands how i'm feeling ain't the one that i want her to understand. ha. i guess a fren is always better than u. but u're the only one i want.


歌手：林宥嘉 歌曲：背影
三公分阳光 三公分空气
堵在眼前像一面玻璃
挡住了你表情
剩下只有脚印

一直向前走 走不完距离
一直向后 退不出回忆
很高兴有心事
帮我困住自己

你头发上淡淡青草香气
变成了风才能和我相遇
你的目光 蒸发成云
再下成雨我才能够靠近

感谢我不可以 住进你的眼睛
所以才能 拥抱你的背影
有再多的遗憾 用来牢牢记住
不完美的所有美丽

感谢我不可以 拥抱你的背影
所以才能 变成你的背影
躲在安静角落 不用你回头看
不用珍惜
(躲在安静角落 如果你回头看
不用在意)

我怀里所有温暖的空气
变成风也不敢和你相遇
我的心事 蒸发成云
再下成雨却舍不得淋湿你

sad song for a sad life

this, is a very sad song. haiz.

F O!

all of a sudden

all of a sudden, i dunno wad happened. a realisation? y do ppl only seriously tok to me when they need my help. when they want me to get something for them, when they got some prob with them and they noe i'm the only one who wun haf a prob with them. sacrificin myself for the happiness of others. wad's the point. ppl sad i go an1 wei4. but when i was sad, who was there for me. NO FUCKING PERSON! FUCK YOU! no, i'm jus pissed. i'm not a realli good person, i realli ain't a good guy. if i'm realli a good guy, ppl wun make use of me. ppl wun treat me as the almighty only when they have something they want from me. all those stuff for wad? i dun get it. did so many things that a simple thank you ain't enuff to cover up all those shit i've done in order to get u to jus say a THANK YOU? alrite, thanks. but that's not wad i realli needed. all i wanted was someone there. no one. and no one can ever feel how lonely i am. yea, wadeva. no matter how happy i might appear, well, i tell u the truth now, most of the time, say 75% of the time i wasn't. even if i was, when i look back at it, i wld juz think, shld i realli be happy abt all that? all these stuff, not even worth a single effort from me. but i still do, cuz i dun want anyone to be sad, except only for me? i care too much. that's the prob. care too much abt other ppl, ppl that no longer mattered in my life, yet i care. i'm juz that kinda person. 就算分手过或被拒绝过, 我还是希望妳们能够幸福快乐, 所以我不能不在乎妳们现在是否快乐. 已经付出的心是很难要回来的, 那份心意只是被时间与悲伤埋葬于心里深处. that's me, i jus can't dun care. but ain't that supposed to be liddat? when u like or love someone, ain't u juz supposed to wish for her happiness? even after they haf left u, wad u feel shld still be the same. want feel jealous? so be it. i dun think i'm wrong. doing all these jus show how these relationships mattered to me. but at the end of the day, you are the only one that realli matters, yet u're the one that doesn't even care. 3 words, enuff to say it all. I love u.

F O!

鬥牛,要不要?

WAAhh! VERY NICE! 鬥牛.要不要! i think very nice. a little bit like why why love. but got a bit difference ba. this, alot more action. hahas. watch until like 3rd ep on youtube le. youtube only got up to 6th. hahas. the box come out i sure go buy. hahas. though the stunts they do very exaggerated but still nice. haha. BUT MOST LAME ONE IS! 一手双灌!!! very LAME! and i mean it! haha. i mean ya, got ppl can do it la. as in dunk with right hand, then after that while hanging, grab hold of the ball with the left hand and dunk with the left hand again! and that, is considered as 2 POINTS! woah! say i 井底之蛙 or wadeva, but this is the firz time i've seen such a thing. and they play bball dunnit to clear the ball de. got rebound, he wanna dunk. then kenna elbow. ball in mid air, suddenly got one guy from opposing team jump from behind dunk in. you call that a point meh? wierd la. taiwanese style? mebbe lo. haha. make me wanna play bball. and seriously very long nvr play le. =D

kk. F O!

I am legend?

ZZZ. not a good movie. haha. ending quite lame. sorry to kyaw for not being able to get the tix. haiz. asked a fren help me go get the tix but she say she dun wanna go cine. so nvm lo. hmmm, taka to cine, ok la. quite far la. but if ppl ask me to i wun mind la. i guess diff ppl got diff degree of mafan. can't realli blame her too la. I NOT BLAMING ANYONE. just blaming myself for not being able to get tix for kyaw. but hey! i guess that was something right. kyaw dunnit spend some $9.50 on some so-so movie. i wld say 3.5 stars only.

xmas, not feeling that good. 3 guys, nothing to do, walk along orchard, squeezing thru the crowd of inconsiderate ppl that make me into an inconsiderate person. HA! but saw ppl i noe though. sunday nite saw pri sch fren charmaine who apparently didn't remember me so i didn't even bother to say hi. haha. then jus now saw yeling. haha. but was in a hurry to get back home so juz wave and she said hello then i zhao liao. i so dao. haha. nvm.

tml still needta book in check stores. waste of time. after that mebbe go get some stuff then go home le ba. i hate it when pub hols fall on tue. meaning chuangyi wun haf any publications for that week. CUZ IT'S PUBLIC HOLIDAYS AAANNNDDD PPL DUNNIT TO WORK!!! wadeva, why ppl dunnit to work i still needta go back camp! argh.

end of yr le. didn't feel much this yr. crappy yr i wld say. one more yr to ord. actualli less than a year. but this one yr is gonna feel so long. at least that's wad i think. hai. hang on ba. ORD le go look for job save up for some overseas trip. c whether ppl wanna go lo. ppl want go then GO LO!!! haha. F O!

ha

haven been going out recently. but this sat, hopefully evryone can make it! hopefully la. whole lot pang seh again i got nothing to say. most of the time they no time, but i think this wkend shld be ok ba. whole lot go eat and after that go roy's hse watch soccer. best. hahas.

very sian. like to play with words nowadays. tho not here but the previous post was obviously one. cuz it wasn't even meant to say anithing la. not even wad i realli feel. hahas. k la. that's it. F O!