2015 was so shit that it made 2016 seem uneventful. Losing her, losing my 2 uncles, losing my grandma in the short space of nov/dec 2015 made that 2 month so much more impactful than 2016 was on my life.
Looking back on 2016, I don't see any major thing that I've done in my life that would actually change it in anyway. Maybe its the bore of life, the monotony of it. 2015 made me lose all meaning in life, and right now I'm just trying to look for that again.
And so I've decided, in 2017, screw all those new year resolutions.. There's only one thing that I really need to do and to repeatedly tell myself, treat yourself the best, more than what you've been giving to others.
I'm just sick, and tired of giving someone my all and getting shit in return. All lies. Why did I even bother opening up to you.
