inevitable

i noe this is inevitible. but wad can i do? i guess i'll juz hafta revert to my old self. but b4 that, i guess i shld juz try for the last time. to tell her that i love her. no matter whether it's gonna work or not, at least i noe i tried. at least

我想我只能做你的背影.

tt's all. i realli dunno wad to do le. i'm lost. if wad she said was real, then this muz be it. but i muz noe, whether it's the truth. hai. thx ah, at this kinda time, u tell me all these. make me wonder even more whether i shld say. rly demoralised la. kaoz. mebbe i shld haf done more things earlier. mebbe it's too late. no one is wrong, juz the timing.

liewz. rly very pain AH! dammit.