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hahas, can't resist the temptation to listen to the new songs from jay's album that's not out yet. but since i alr pre-ordered it, i guess it's not a problem. XP SUPPORT ORIGINAL!!! hahas, but i've singled out 2 great songs, one is 女儿红, the other is 失落的非主流. these songs might not be the same title in original album, but it's still nice to hear. SO GO AND BUY THE ORIGINAL, IT'S WORTH IT!!! hahahahas

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this is the 300th post, wad a coincidence.to me, this day is not that impt at all. not a day worth remembering, not a day worth celebrating, not a day to be happy about. to me, it's jus a day that i was born dead. nvm, i wun go into details. but the point is, i will only remember this day as the day that my mom had to suffer jus to gif birth to me.

20 yrs, i've nver really felt happy on this day. but to me, it doesn't matter.the one i wish was there for me, not there, so it doesn't matter. it doesn't really matter.

i dun care wtf u all do to me, it doesn't matter. tau pok me, wadeva, i dun care.

and thx to those who wished me happy birthday.

but as the hrs jus drag by, and now it's 4am, and my third editin of this post, i jus find it harder to digest. of all ppl, i jus wanted her to wish me happy bday. she's busy, nvm, i dun blame her. i jus tried to make it obvious, stayin awake while she's still online. yea, i can't slp cuz of the mocha. but the main thing why i dun wanna slp is cuz i wanna hear it from her. but it seems that it's jus getting more and more belated. no point waiting? i'll hafta do something abt it ba. it's time to do it yea? i'm not sure abt it, but i guess i can't wait no more. no point. nothing's gonna change if i dun do anything abt it.

and i kinda made this.

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稻香

went to watch vicky cristina barcelona. at firz thot the movie was quite boring, at the firz part. but it slowly became farni, esp when maria elena appeared!hahas, she was really good at acting as a psycho wife of juan antonio. and they were really farni. muz look at the movie in an artistic manner la. can't compare it to real life, else wun realli enjoy it. hahas.

and heard jay's new song oso!!! 稻香. superb! they lyrics~hahas. very special song.

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
为什么人要这么的脆弱堕落
请你打开电视看看多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠回家吧
回到最初的美好

不要这黱容易就想放弃
就像我说的
追不到的梦想换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色
先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
笑一个吧功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机
现在终於飞回我手里

所谓的那快乐
赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了
谁在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著风唱著歌睡著了

哦哦午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦哦阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随著稻香河流继续奔跑微微笑
小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠回家吧
回到最初的美好☆.

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i really like the blog song i put on my song blog, it really is wad i feel like telling her. have been lookin thru the emails that i wanted send to her over the past few yrs. i guess i really still like her. the feeling has nvr changed. i noe she has changed, but i still like her as she is now. i realli wanna be with her. o, btw, the song on my song blog is called 小丑鱼. really nice song, it jus describes wad i feel for her. together with 没有你, these 2 are the songs that i'll sing to her if haf the chance.

aniwaes, LIVERPOOL WON! hahas, so happy today. mascherano was jus superb. AND KUYT TOO!!!hahas. not forgetting match winner babel and wes brown. XP..

o...k, fine..

hmm, i wonder..why issit so ez for her to c me when i was the one who wanted to c her more..but somehow i tot she was there..wad was i thinking..hmmm, nvm..

COMEX is over!!! but got muh stuff yest alr..so didn't go on last day..the crowd yest was realli too much for me to handle..u can go up yea, but no way u can come down by escalator..only way, stairs..and sony booth was superb..so many ppl!!!hahahas..i go there get ps3 and i was thinking..how come so many ppl standing arnd doin nothing..then after the guy was done with that piece of paper, he asked me to join the queue..then, i realised..those ppl standing arnd doin nothing, it was the queue!!!and it was VERY long! after that got my monitor oso..i approached the sales girl and i realised, she's my neighbour..those kind u c evryday but u dunno who they are, yea..that kind..and i think she recognised me too..but ba! wadeva..got evrything and headed home in cab..YEA! PS3! ASSASSIN'S CREED ROX! SOUL CALIBUR IV TOO!!!

sian..liverpool draw 0-0..haiya..nvm..chelsea oso drew 0-0..and gerrard wasn't arnd while torres was injured early..haiz..

i think we're getting a bit closer again..like last time..i'm vry happy with this..i dunno whether i shld be greedy and want more..or jus let things stay this way..i dun wanna regret for doing things that i shldn't have, but oso not for not doing things i shld have..hai..tell me wad to do..

hatred

ok..firz things firz, i changed my blogskin..why?cuz i dun want my life to be like a movie anymore, cuz it never was..movies always have expected endings, dun they..as for why sephiroth, i guess he's jus one of the characters from ff that i like most..esp his sword..blah!

ok..nxt, 21km..fun run i wld say. came back under 2hrs45mins. controlled my pace so didn't really tire myself out that much, and the thing that kept me running? i guess it was hearing about liverpool's win over boro from soohuey. lols. the fighting spirit that liverpool showed probably kept me running, telling me not to stop no matter how hard it wld be..THANKS LIVERPOOL! and thanks soohuey for livescores!!! LIVERPOOL ROX!!! after the run was lunch at sizzlers..the food was superb! aniwaes, went home..wanted to slp, but saw usa vs esp on tv..so stayed up and watch..as expected, usa won..superb feeling to see them win..somehow, u knew they wld..SO, in the end, i didn't slp at all and continued watchin olympics on tv until closin ceremony!

in the end, it was only a 10 hrs slp. and i woke up without feelin pain at all, guess i realli did control my pace eh?hahas..

now to the title of this post, hatred.

dun ask me why, but i jus hate this world, for its flaws. for the flaws of human beings. it was a beautiful world, until all these stupid ppl did stupid things to make my world plunge into darkness. all becuz of their stupid mistakes.. this world doesn't look as beautiful anymore. stupid humans, destroyin the stupid nature. nothing can stop this anymore. no one can stop this world from the destination it's bound for, that is, destruction. humans are jus destroyin the world they live in. all those crap, i juz can't stand it. hypocrites all around the world. i juz can't stand feeling disgusted by all these flaws. i muz admit, i am a human too, who has flaws. but i chose to tolerate it. jus like i chose to tolerate the flaws of my family and her. these are ppl that i dun hate, cuz they're precious to me. well, i guess i hate myself. afterall, i guess i muz be responsible for some of the things that happened to me in life. but main point is i hate almost evrything. i didn't want to be like this, it's those ppl that made me into this. who cares..

i dunno why, but u're the only one that can make me happy..strange....

NDP IS OVER!!!

finally, the NDP is over..phew..the sweeps were long and draggy..AND STUPID!!!but nvm..it's all over..the waitin for sweeps, the waitin for going back to camp, the waitin for going back home..all over..

well, as soon as i got home, i settled down and slept thru the afternoon..at night watched some games, like community shield and china vs usa..then went back to slp at arnd 1..and wtf, i woke up at 1.30 this afternoon!poof!bball gone..but nvm..slack at home..zz

ya..last week went to get stuff for myself, spending the remainder of my pay for the month of july and guess wad, i still have more than half left..woots!my pay didn't increase but my spending ability went down..nvm..hahas..so got myself a liverpool bag..together with a liv shoe bag at only 72 bucks! wtf..hahas..i ask the guy no discount meh?cuz he said the bag was 72..nxt thing i noe, he took out a shoe bag and said free gift..dude, that was cool!the shoe bag i saw at another shop was 25 bucks man..woots!hahas..

i noe nus is still like 1 yr away but have been thinkin of which clubs to join..mebbe shld juz join a slackin club, but dunno la..go in then c how..tho i've been thinkin alot abt co..those days when i enjoyed myself by playin those drums..those concerts. blah! hahas..but too hectic and sometimes borin ba..dunno..go in then c how..

WTF is that stupid girl singin on tv siah!lols..she sux..hahas..BLAH! so random..