not mugging?

dunno..seems like i'm not mugging yet..somehow..i noe prelims coming by those calender dates..28th Sept GP..but GP nothing much to study..wad's nxt sub?i oso dunno..no time table..so i dunno where to start..perhaps physics?but i wanna wait for the whole syllabus to finish off b4 i start on anithing..so now, i'm stuck with maths c..f maths, if i'm not wrong..it's after hols..and syllabus still going on..with matrices owning me up-side down..linear spaces..wtf..k..so i'm moving on slowly with maths c topics..not doing any tys yet..cuz muz noe the whole thing b4 can start ma..and guess wad..instead of looking thru muh notes, i'm watching sg idol..and doing some gp aq..argh..I HATE GP..gimme a break..no la..actualli gp is fun..juz that it can get boring when u dun like the topic..


and i'm beginning to miss sec sch life..of all 4 years, i wld say i like sec4 most..and ya..alot happened in that year..happy things, sad things..but i wld say overall it was fun..hanging out at places like "heaven" playing nice games with nice frens..well, perhaps i was juz too busy with things going on in jc..like appealing here and there..so in the end, such frenships kinda died down..only left with occasional dota games at home..haizz..


it's not urself who makes u lose your frenz..it's wadeva that is happening around you..


one thing i noe tho..i dun like being in sa..yes, it's fun when u have frenz with u..but he prob is..u are juz a minority of the school..2 xtremes..super mug or super slack..me, being in the middle, belong no where..i juz wanna mug and slack at my own pace..play as much as i study..


kk..playing..ps2 games seems to be dying down..with my ffx characters all with max stats..like wtf..ff12..after a's then buy..dynasty warriors 5..all characters with lvl4 weapons and shu and wu with full stats for all warriors..so sian le..world cup oso over..play winning eleven oso not that exciting le..haiz..


I WANT MORE GAMES!!!


i swear i'll get all those ff games after a levels..but dunno if can finish playing by ns..hahaha..


i guess i'm gonna love ns..


right now, i'll love to play and study only..anithing more than that?sorry..no more..i realli can't let myself get too committed yea..after a's..i promise..if there still exists this bond..i'll be there..always..;)