been looking at alot of other ppl's blogs lately, and somehow, u can see when the person who is blogging is happy. it's shown in the blog, the way he/she types, the way he/she looks at life. shld i be glad, or shld i not. glad that she has found the way she wanted to live, or not glad that i can't even be part of her life. i'm not sad, juz not happy.
give up, i've done that. but i'm still trying hard to forget, and i guess that's the hardest part of this. put an end to this 3 yr loneliness, at least, forget about her, forget that u even once loved her, which i personally think i still do. u noe it when it's still there. ppl might tell u no it's not, but u're not me, so u wun noe how true i think this is.
dun like a sad song, cuz u noe u're happy when u're listening to it. ridiculous, how can u be happy when u listen to a song that's supposed to be sad. u're juz plainly insulting the song. like it, becuz it brings about a same sense of unhappiness, a sense of loss in u, when u hear the song. do not insult a sad song. coral sea is a sad song, if u think it's a happy song, u can jolly well go touch up on ur own feelings, cuz it's a little bit messed up.
random thoughts?nah, juz some things that i've thot about for a very very long time. and if she's realli together with him, i only got one song for them, wang2 ba1 dan4..to think that i tot u were a good fren and told u all abt me and my feelings for her. i feel cheated for 3 yrs, even if it didn't started 3 yrs ago.
say, i can't accept it, wadeva, so wad..i'm a sore loser, mebbe?but i'm getting over it, and seriously, i hope this is the last time i blog abt her le..
going to change blogskin, get out of this angel look, cuz wad i want is a devil. angel wings, nah, i look forward to devil wings.
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