single

hmmm..being single ain't that bad at all manz..hope i'm not jus trying to fool myself this time..but i seriously feel better now, after all that i've been thru for the past 3-4 years..seems that there's nothing left to trouble me now, well, at least not other ppl's troubles..dun hafta worry abt others anymore..dun hafta worry abt what she'll think abt the things i do, cuz no one cares anymore..doing things the way i want, spending time the way i want..spending the money on things that i truly want.. and my NEXT big thing, which has not appeared for a long time in my life..*the last big thing was my PSP..and the last last big thing was my mp3 player..well, the next big thing is gonna be a ps3! w8 for price drop then i go buy le..hahas..afterall, govt gave 100 dollars bonus to ns men..WOOTS! one time pay-off only, how good it wld be if it was evry month..ooo..hahas..manz..ps3 faster drop in price siahs..then i can play the games i wanna play le..currently stuck with vp2 and warriors orochi on ps2..both good games, but too lazy to sit down in front of tv to play, so might as well sit in front of com, listen to music and play dota! hahas..perhaps becuz i play too much on bnet that's y i bring over the attitude i use on bnet to that when i play with my frens at lanshop..in bnet, my attitude is, dun gif anyone any chance, cuz if u do, ur team mates will jus scold u, cuz they dunno u..so i jus go arnd killing, dun care whether it's noob or wad..but when i bring that over to lan, it's diff liao..i kill noob then ppl will say why i feed on noob liaoz..hmmm..hard to balance la, but i've been trying..lols..

hiakx..10 more months to ORD..the more u look at it, the longer it seems to get..so might as well juz dun think abt it..jus book in book out and one fine day..ORD LO!!!hahas..but the duties are killing me liao..nxt sun got duty again..can't take offs on monday siah..cuz this monday got duty oso!kaoz..so many duties, ppl think i tio extra..but that's jus the way it is lo..hahas..

altho i said i feel better alr,but still..the past still haunts me occasionally..that is something i still can't put down..but hecks..i've learnt to live with it..hahas..