naive, again.

It's amazing how people can turn naive when they have a single bit of hope injected into their life. I know I shouldn't have trusted anyone, not a single bit. I can't stand your shit anymore, you don't have any remorse at all. What do you mean by when you said i nvr asked the qsn b4? What do you expect? I'm pissed. I told you the truth, all the things that you should have known. I knew i was hating you, and I still do now, afterall, why should I not hate someone who does not realise the mistake lies in her own actions in the past. If you did not make a mistake in the first place, that is making me love you for 2.5 years, why the hell did I need to lie to you? Why did I even freakin care for you? Why did I even think that I had a part to do with you not being together with anyone in the past 7 years? Like someone told me, it's just you and your inability to let go of the past that made you like that. You can't forgive yourself, it has to do with you and what you think. Nothing to do with me at all. Why did I even care? Why did I not just hate you on forever? Why did I even feel for you again? Why did I even wished for your happiness? Why did I even wanted to make a promise that I would try my best to make you happy? Why did I even think that you would bother to reply? Why did I even tell you everything? WHY THE HELL DO I HATE YOU?

The answers to all these, is pretty simple. Your words are like the curses of a witch, able to make someone enchanted, able to make someone pity you. You made me think about the past, you made me think that I had a part to do with whatever sad things are happening to you. Man, I was naive, very naive. I will never ever trust you again. Never. I will not trust so easily again. I was hurt again, and I don't want to be, anymore. Go live your own life. If you can't forgive me, I don't see why I have to. The pain you did to me was much more than whatever I have done. If you never liked me, that lie means nothing at all. In fact, it just goes to show you never liked/loved who I was. You decided to like me simply because we had that one similarity, which was a lie I had no choice but to continue with. There was nothing between us, except a simple lie.

I shall not trust again, never. Not the likes of you.