Friday, May 06, 2011

Last days of my holidays

Woohoo~ FINALLY~ this sem is over!!! finally can play every------

i wish i could complete that sentence, but sadly, with the end of the last paper, it signalled the start of a one week break before intern starts. And sadly, I haven't found the time to do the things I would have liked to.

Started off the first day of this short hols by going for a short run followed by gym, kinda strained my chest and shoulder muscles, so can't really feel them now. Barely able to type with my left arm. haha. After that went to watch thor. Call me a geek, i liked how the movies are all linking up to the Avengers movie. Saves alot of time and trouble for Avengers to explain wad's going on for the different characters, and probably not a need to tell us who the freak Loki is. hahaha. Natalie Portman is dope though. hahaha. Always enjoyed the movies with her in it. She seems to bring the characters alive? Though Jane Foster wasn't supposed to be this enthu when it comes to her love with Thor. O well.

Before that, I watched Barca vs Real, kinda expected result, and yeah, kinda boring too. haha, so nothing much to say about it.

Then started drawing some stuff also, random stuff.

Then went to USS today. The roller coaster rides were DAMN NICE~ haha, battlestar galatica is serious imba-ness. If anything, its the only ride that would make me wanna go back to RWS. but 50 bucks? hmmm, thanks but no thanks. haha.

Eh, anyways, some stuff, I've decided not to give a shit. I guess its better to leave it this way. Never expected anything, never will. This is all about giving life another go, allowing it to move on the way it should be. With that said, I'm surprised by how neutral I feel towards these kinda things now. Seems that such things wouldn't affect me as much as it used to. Guess it was just time that I needed, time to realise that hey, its not really that important. With or without, at least I had it once. So that's all to it. Don't wanna care about it anymore, and probably wun talk about it anymore. Maybe it'll allow me to become a less emo person? what is required wld come naturally. If it shuns you, its probably not what you need.

Then it comes back to the question of Needs vs Wants. And yeah, it has always been a want, it was never a need. How many single ppl out there, how many happy single ppl there are in this world. Why must I make myself the sad single guy when I can stay happy, away from all the troubles of a relationship, away from all the commitment required. Life's better when you have time all to yourself, without a need to accommodate someone else in your life.

Wanted to comment on the GE, but decided not to. Not as if my vote would affect much. Simply put, if there was a better choice, obviously I would take it. But when its a choice of choosing the lesser of two evils, it is obvious wad I would do, no?

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