AC2

Completed AC2 today. Cui, dunno wad to say. The ending was just, very unexpected, with desmond saying wtf at the end of the game. Just epic ending, in the failure way. I'm expecting a third though. hahaha

Had a wierd dream after that, super wierd. Shall just summarise into after-thoughts. Who do I really want to save? I can't say for sure, only thing i find wierd is. Why am I hesitating? Is it because I still have feelings for her? Or is it because I've done the one thing that I always told myself not to do?

I have no idea what is going on with me now. Such confusion. I thought I had it all sorted out. But at the end of the day, my roots got hold of me, preventing myself from flying away. Will I actually fall in love? I really don't think so. The only one thought that stops me from doing all that? I will never fall for anyone again, cuz it only brings pain and sadness. Unless I am sure that the feelings are mutual, I will not fall for anyone again. Never, cuz I want to stop the pain, to stop hurting myself.

What is it that I want, I do not know. Only thing I can say is, I just dunno howta be selfish, therefore, I always end up alone. But, its fine, isn't it?