Wish List

The following was my cny wishlist. hahaha, shall reflect back on wadeva that i wanted and to think of wad i want to achieve in 2010.


2009 wishlist(copied from previous post):
1) Guitar Hero: World Tour / ROCK BAND 2!!!(whichever is cheaper that is.)
2) Prince of Persia? (if i finish dmc4 cuz i'm still too engrossed in pes 2009)
3) Laptop (vaio/macbook/fujitsu/BLAH - anything that's cheap and good!!!hahaha)
4) A finisher tee from sundown marathon (if not waste the 60 bucks for signing up)
5) A poster of liverpool winning the league in 2009
6) air tickets to anfield to watch any home match? (anyone can sponsor? haha, this is seriously a wish!)
7) PES 2010 when it comes out at the end of the year, cuz 2009 still has its flaws.
8) a girlfriend who's a liverpool fan? LOL

(1) Still haven't gotten one yet, but should be getting guitar hero
(2) Now is all about AC2. hahaha
(3) HP!!!
(4) YEAH!
(5) =(
(6) No one sponsor yet
(7) GOT IT!
(8) hai..

ok, so i haven even got half of it done yet, and 2009's coming to an end already. obviously 5,6 and 8's not gonna happen this year. Might not even happen at all. But life's all about working towards your goals, so, I won't stop. Nothing can stop me, I'll keep walking, even if its a loner path, i'm sure it'll cross someone's path one day. I'll hold her hands, and tell her how much I love her, and I'll never let her hands go. O wells, if only one such person comes by. hahaha.

So, what have I been doing these past few days? Moving house! so tiring, cleaning up, packing up, unpacking. CUI! so tired. hahaha, but can't wait to start living there.

And the main reason for blogging? cuz yiyan was telling me about reflections and stuff, and hmmm, o wells, did some reflections for myself too.

First of all, am I really as nice a person as I think I am? I'm not sure, I always try to be nice, but sometimes, when certain stuff take over, emo-ness for example, I just don't feel like talking anymore. Keyword here, "try". So as a matter of fact, I'm not really that nice heh?

Next, I don't really open up myself to others, no one really noes wad i'm thinking, cuz I dun really like to tell. Anti-social behaviour? Probably. I'm fine with it though, loner behaviour, but I guess, to maintain frenships, I really have to open up, to let others noe wad I'm thinking. Something I've been trying so hard to do, something that I think I can see a slight glimpse of improvement.

hmmm, shall reflect more on new year day, hahaha, a bit tired now.

reason is tired, like, super tired, emotionally & physically.