Many a times

Many a times, I've been left thinking, what have I been fighting for? I've fought for all the things that I thought was right, fought for my own justice, fought for things I've believed in. However, many a times, I've been let down by all those things I've fought so hard for, makes you wonder, what have you been doing all these while. Then, I came to a conclusion, for I did not set my priorities right. Fighting for things that were not worth fighting for, things that resulted in me thinking, why did I work so hard to fail? Then there are those things that make you wonder, why didn't I work hard for that to make it better, so that I wouldn't feel this bad now.

No use regretting, the only way is to move forward. Many a times, I've taken things for granted, things that have been gifted upon me by whatever supreme being there is up there. My abilities, my talents, wonderful friends around me. I've let all these down, never once did I learn to appreciate the many things I have in life. Its only now, that I wish, that its not too late yet, to make full use of the many things I have in life, to make my life better, to make the world a better place.

I have always been one to think that our destiny is in our own hands. But on too many occasions, I have wondered, is that really true? The many coincidences in life, the many repeated failures, makes you wonder, there might just be the hands of fate pulling the strings behind the scenes, and I'm just a puppet in this sad show of mine to entertain everyone else except for me. But its also because of this realisation, that I saw how I have not used all those things gifted to me to make situations better.

Its not too late, for I believe, that I'm born to do something, born to make a difference, and for that, I'll fight on, for the things I believe in, but at the same time, to prioritise the things I fight for. No longer will I fight for things that do not hold a value at all. It would just be a waste of time. For I know what I want, therefore, I will never be confused.