meaning

seriously i dunno wad to blog..that's y i haven been blogging for many days le..life has..lost it's meaning..


i'm juz waiting for things to happen..not wanting to do anithing at all..things come i do..that's all..


play games..play until i dunno wad i'm doing too..


study study study..wad's the freakin use of studying so much..


slp..that's the only thing i can find comfort in..cuz i'll drm abt her..


but when i look at my drms..i realised..i shldn't be happy at all..


wad's the use of drming so much abt her..in real life..i dun even dare tok to her..she come i shy away..unless she starts tokking to me..i wun realli go and tryta tok to her..i dun like to tok..u ask me crap..k..i still can crap..but seriously tok..i can't..things run thru my mind..alot of ideas..but my the time i've tot of wad exactly to say..another conversation might have alr started..if u ask me to sms or wad..k..it's okay..cuz i can have sufficient time to think of wad to say..but..the sms is dropping..didn't even msg her for like..erm 4 days i think..ever since wed i guess..cuz i juz didn't noe wad to say.


wad is the right timing..i ask myself..i dunno..i realli dunno..


tml last paper le..spa..after that..it's evryday go sch..evryday come home..evryday slp..rot..wait for co concert to come and go..haiz..sch life..argh..when did i started to dread sch life..haiz