Wednesday, March 01, 2006

nvr coming

well..i guess 6thMarch is nvr coming..nuthing's realli gonna happen on that day..guess i'll juz post the song on my blog..i've decided not to do anithing abt her le..forgetting..cuz i realli can't remember her face animore..mebbe it's juz a sudden fluctuation of my feelings to make me think that i still have feelings for her..but mebbe it's realli that i still have feelings for her..but i dun wanna noe..cuz noeing it mite juz hurt me even more..to noe that i still have feelings for her after 2 years..but deep down inside me..i noe..nuthing's realli gonna happen even if i tell her..it's not gonna make her change her mind..not gonna make it become like wad it was 2 yrs back..so yea..no more 6thMarch..forgotten..forgiven..


hmmmz..mebbe this thot came becuz of dreams that i have been having..i kept dreaming abt the same gal who i nvr wanted to dream of and nvr expected..cuz i noe if i dream abt her..it means i realli have feelings for her alr..yea..i tot she was a nice gal since the firz time i saw her..but..i tot that i wldn't like her..but yea..for once..i thot i liked her..but i immediately broke the thot when another fren had feelings for her too..so yea..nvm..but now..she keeps on appearing in my dreams..evryday..evrynite..even when i dozed off on the bus juz now..i drmt of her again..so that's y i noe i like this gal alr..and decided not to cheat myself animore..to accept the fact that i like this gal..and not 6thMarch..and juz becuz i started to dream abt her..i wld always keep a lookout for her in the morning and wld feel happy when i actualli c her..she's not chio..but i juz have feelings for her..haiz..tell me why..argh..

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