well..i guess 6thMarch is nvr coming..nuthing's realli gonna happen on that day..guess i'll juz post the song on my blog..i've decided not to do anithing abt her le..forgetting..cuz i realli can't remember her face animore..mebbe it's juz a sudden fluctuation of my feelings to make me think that i still have feelings for her..but mebbe it's realli that i still have feelings for her..but i dun wanna noe..cuz noeing it mite juz hurt me even more..to noe that i still have feelings for her after 2 years..but deep down inside me..i noe..nuthing's realli gonna happen even if i tell her..it's not gonna make her change her mind..not gonna make it become like wad it was 2 yrs back..so yea..no more 6thMarch..forgotten..forgiven..
hmmmz..mebbe this thot came becuz of dreams that i have been having..i kept dreaming abt the same gal who i nvr wanted to dream of and nvr expected..cuz i noe if i dream abt her..it means i realli have feelings for her alr..yea..i tot she was a nice gal since the firz time i saw her..but..i tot that i wldn't like her..but yea..for once..i thot i liked her..but i immediately broke the thot when another fren had feelings for her too..so yea..nvm..but now..she keeps on appearing in my dreams..evryday..evrynite..even when i dozed off on the bus juz now..i drmt of her again..so that's y i noe i like this gal alr..and decided not to cheat myself animore..to accept the fact that i like this gal..and not 6thMarch..and juz becuz i started to dream abt her..i wld always keep a lookout for her in the morning and wld feel happy when i actualli c her..she's not chio..but i juz have feelings for her..haiz..tell me why..argh..
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