Monday, July 09, 2007

nt realli a happy day

off..ya..but so?i dun realli feel happy today..dunno y..play bball oso play 1 hr then go le..sian..altho managed to noe one guy who's quite gd at bball..but didn't play much..juz so sian..evrything juz didn't seem right today..shoot ball cannot go in, dribble cannot get pass, spin ball the ball can't even hit the board..wtf is wrong..no focus, no concentration..

i tot the msg cld haf made me happier for the whole day. but no. NO. no way. it didn't. i juz dun like this kinda feeling. y am i always doing the tokking while u listen. i guess that's y u're a gd listener. but wadeva. i oso dunno wad i'm doing. all this, for nothing? emptiness is filling me up. but at least got ppl still can tok to. like someone who likes to appear offline cuz she wanna watch videos on youtube, dun wanna mention names (k. it's jialin). someone who juz scold me fug when i tok to him, but i noe he's juz joking, dun wanna mention names (k. it's tzeheng). someone who juz likes to piss me off when i tok to him, dun wanna mention names(k.it's realli someone i do not wish to mention his name). someone who juz say a few words, then seems like she's busy for the rest of the days, dun wanna mention names(k. it's yanrong). while others, they're juz ppl who i casualli tok to. and i've juz decided to change my format of writing blogs. from here on, i'll try not to put ".." cuz it makes the the whole thing look like one chunk of wordy thing. it's quite hard to kick away this habit tho.

still remember this habit was picked up when i firz gt a hp that can sms. cuz of the limitations of 160 char, i'll tend to squeeze evrything, tryta summarize. from 3 dots become 2 dots. once i tot that 2 dots same as a dot followed by a space, but 2 dots easier to type. perhaps if i change the way i type on hp, ppl wun feel intimidated by the whole chunk of words ba. i'll try to change. ha.

and thx to jialin, i've decided to watch huan4 huan4 ai4. afterall, u gave me such a good link without lag in the video. and ya. the song tui4 hou4 is still playing at the back of my com even tho i'm not at my blog!!! this is actualli making me sick of this song, ha. but i guess i'll nvr hate jay's songs. afterall, i hafta admit tui4 hou4 is the best song in still fantasy. i mean the best slow song. best tune still goes to twilight's chapter seven for it's unique style. argh, the song kip playing, then make me think that it's actualli very nice. haha. zz, liewz. i hafta agree with jialin that this song is nice liaoz. ha.

if tmr is the end of the world, i'll hold you tight, and say wad i think and wad i feel. that's the only reason y i look forward to the end of the world, cuz only then, wld i definitely tell u. if not, how else would i find the courage to say, to say that i realli like u.

omg, i think i can write that into a song. ha. gogogo!!! gonna be a slpless nite.

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