being dead doesn't mean i'm not around,
death does not bring about loneliness,
death is not due to weakness,
being dead doesn't mean people will start missing you,
being dead, just leaves you thinking.
nothing much. mebbe i'm juz emo. juz something i came about while thinking abt stupid stuff. but aniwaes, seriously, i dun c death as a method of escaping the present. being dead doesn't mean ppl will necessary start thinking of you, and regretting that they didn't treat u nicely. there might be a slight possibility, but soon after, ppl will juz return to their normal lives. and to them, the dead is juz the past. cuz to humans, only the future matters. i've forgotten about the past, but my future? izzit bright? i do not noe. but i noe that there are ppl out there trying to plunge my life back into darkness. but there are ppl who bring me light, showing me the right way.
i'm glad u came. seeing you kinda surprised me. that u're there when i needed someone to tok to. that u cared. that u came. that u chose to stay. that u're by my side now. i thank you. a fren in need is a fren indeed.
i've been reading books from anne rice abt vampires. but the story doesn't realli tok much abt vampires, but rather the life of these vampires before they became humans. includes some interesting history which i can't be bothered to check on, but i choose to list them under fiction till i can be bothered to verify. nonetheless, the books are still nice. language used, the words used, realli good.
ok, last but not least. i realli hope something good will turn out of this relationship, or rather, this thing that i realli hope i can be able to cling on forever. the signs are not exactly good, but i wld say it's not bad either. one day i'll juz say it. it's after this yr's a's or after their prelims. somethings muz be said, muz be done. or for now, at least, i guess whoever reads this, will not actualli guess the person i'm talkin abt. but who cares, i guess nobody reads this aniwaes. cuz there's not even a single tag on my "c" box. if c is for communication, obviously it's not servin it's purpose. same goes to it if it is for chatter. if it's for cheer, obviously, it's not doing it's job. so i dun realli see the purpose of the tag board. unless, YOU who is reading this now, for my sake, pls TAG!!! haha, i'm getting kinda emo here.
but i guess i'm not realli a person that can make someone happy, cuz i obviously dunno howta make ppl tell me their probs, so at least i can help them with it. i realli wanna help, but the situation doesn't allow me to. and i realli seriously hope they are happy.
death does not bring about loneliness,
death is not due to weakness,
being dead doesn't mean people will start missing you,
being dead, just leaves you thinking.
nothing much. mebbe i'm juz emo. juz something i came about while thinking abt stupid stuff. but aniwaes, seriously, i dun c death as a method of escaping the present. being dead doesn't mean ppl will necessary start thinking of you, and regretting that they didn't treat u nicely. there might be a slight possibility, but soon after, ppl will juz return to their normal lives. and to them, the dead is juz the past. cuz to humans, only the future matters. i've forgotten about the past, but my future? izzit bright? i do not noe. but i noe that there are ppl out there trying to plunge my life back into darkness. but there are ppl who bring me light, showing me the right way.
i'm glad u came. seeing you kinda surprised me. that u're there when i needed someone to tok to. that u cared. that u came. that u chose to stay. that u're by my side now. i thank you. a fren in need is a fren indeed.
i've been reading books from anne rice abt vampires. but the story doesn't realli tok much abt vampires, but rather the life of these vampires before they became humans. includes some interesting history which i can't be bothered to check on, but i choose to list them under fiction till i can be bothered to verify. nonetheless, the books are still nice. language used, the words used, realli good.
ok, last but not least. i realli hope something good will turn out of this relationship, or rather, this thing that i realli hope i can be able to cling on forever. the signs are not exactly good, but i wld say it's not bad either. one day i'll juz say it. it's after this yr's a's or after their prelims. somethings muz be said, muz be done. or for now, at least, i guess whoever reads this, will not actualli guess the person i'm talkin abt. but who cares, i guess nobody reads this aniwaes. cuz there's not even a single tag on my "c" box. if c is for communication, obviously it's not servin it's purpose. same goes to it if it is for chatter. if it's for cheer, obviously, it's not doing it's job. so i dun realli see the purpose of the tag board. unless, YOU who is reading this now, for my sake, pls TAG!!! haha, i'm getting kinda emo here.
but i guess i'm not realli a person that can make someone happy, cuz i obviously dunno howta make ppl tell me their probs, so at least i can help them with it. i realli wanna help, but the situation doesn't allow me to. and i realli seriously hope they are happy.
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