tiring

世界末日

词曲:周杰伦

想笑来伪装掉下的眼泪
点点头承认自己会怕黑
我只求能借一点的时间来陪
你却连同情都不给

想哭来试探自己麻痹了没
全世界好像只有我疲惫
无所谓反正难过就敷衍走一回
但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞

天灰灰会不会让我忘了你是谁
夜越黑梦违背难追难回味
我的世界将被摧毁也许事与愿违

累不累睡不睡单影无人相依偎
夜越黑梦违背有谁肯安慰
我的世界将被摧毁或许颓废也是一种美

this song always had a special meaning in my life, ever since the first time I hear it. Somehow, when I emo, this song will always start looping itself in my mind. Life might just come to a stop when all the studies end. Will suddenly haf nothing to occupy my life with, then i might go crazy ba. haha, but then, there's still gaming, i guess.

And i was trying to highlight the words that meant something, then somehow, almost the whole song applied to my life. HAHA. ok, this, is truly, a song that is significant to me ba. No matter where I go, it'll be a song that follow me, through my life's up and downs.

Kinda getting used to it, this kind of feeling. I'm just content with this state ba.

Though i'm kinda tired, but, somehow, there's something that makes me want to move on. Studies?Games?Music? The want to do something significant in my life. I guess, humans need a want in their life to keep them moving on. And i'm still human, after all. I'll die one day, but what I do in life is proof that i've lived before, and i'll make it significant. Make my life significant. That, I promise myself.