This is It

Went to watch "This Is It" today with zhiwei. Damn cool show, especially if you're an MJ fan. As some parts of the show, you can just get emotional ba. Cuz you'll realise, this great performer won't be doing anything new, anything special anymore, cuz he's gone, forever. But still, his memories will stay with us, all the best of him, will remain, as the best thing that he can give to us.

One of the song actually touched my heart pretty much. Especially the comments MJ had on that song. He wants to see a better earth, he wants to heal the world, not "heal the world" though, guess the song. =) And his quote kinda reminded me of why I chose EE in the first place. "We can't keep telling others to do this and do that, to change the world, to make the environment better. We have to do it ourselves, we have to be the change, it has to start from us." Not really wad he said, but kinda captured the esssence ba. Why I chose EE? cuz i wanted to improve the state the world is in, through means of making energy conserving stuff and all. Maybe enviromental engineering would have been a better choice, but still, its EE that I feel I can use and apply to what I want to do in future.

Then after that, went home, went to sch again to study. Managed to clear 2 chaps of physics ba, I would consider it productive, though andrew and i were distracting each other with youtube vids. HAHA. and mangas. And for the first time, i bought a cai tau kueh from e3 block. Really oily niah, and guess wad!? its REALLY CHAO DA LA!!! chao da kueh niah. hahaha.

When you're not happy, you just have to find a different meaning in life to make you happy. I'm still trying to find that meaning in life. Even though I've decided to not put relationship problems as my priority, I can't really find something to replace that yet. Probably need some time ba. like jay chou wrote in his song, if there are dreams you can't achieve, just change a dream. But, I never dreamt in the first place.

I'll still be myself, caring for people that I cared for before in life. No matter the relationship, no matter what I get, its just me, myself, and my feelings. The number of people I care for just keep on increasing. =.= GG!