not about

This is not about me not giving a damn about whatever that's happening to you. I care alot. But I've decided not to. Its not that I don't want to care. Its just you who's telling me with ur actions/attitude, that you don't want me to care about at all. For far too long, I've given too much a damn for your feelings, neglecting whatever that's hurting me, cuz I tried to believe in what I've seen from you in the past. But I guess, I was so damn wrong. I couldn't care anymore. I wouldn't care anymore. I shall not care anymore. Its for my own good, not yours. I don't give a damn. I gave too much. I never asked for anything in return, but at least this shouldn't be the way things should turn out.

If you gave me a reason for what you've been doing, I would accept it, and take it as it is. But you, choosing not to explain? All I can say is, well, i'll fuck off then, and I'll never admit that I was in the wrong even if I really was in the wrong. Cuz you're not explaining, simple as that. Without an explanation, for me, its simple, you're wrong, that's why you don't dare to explain. So really, is it my problem or yours? Its for you to decide, but till then, I will keep thinking that I've never really let you down, you did.

If it was something that I never had, I wouldn't give a damn. But its a friendship I once had, but now I feel as if I don't know you at all. Losing something that I once had, that, I can't stand. But yeah, no more. Don't care, dun give a damn, just don't give a fuck.