No more

sipping down the red wine bit by bit, getting fed up and drank it all at one go. I guess, this is what it means to drink alone. Never felt so dejected during CNY. What have I done to deserve this? Is it that wrong to show you how much i'm willing to do for you? If that's the case, then you've got me. I'm not going to treat you specially anymore, you're just another friend. Disappointed? Yes, bloody hell. Now I even think of why you deserved that special place in my heart in the first place. Twice, you've taken that spot and left it. I don't even think I will let you return for a third time. Booting you out of my life. Or at least, I won't let you grab my heart like that again. Is it because you're a freaking virgo? All those things about virgo not treasuring things that they can get so easily? Be it in you or my ex, I've seen such qualities shone through in your characters. No more, I just don't want to let myself get hurt again.

No more: crying, drinking, feeling lost. No more.