Tuesday, February 08, 2011

What do I do?

Or rather, what can I do? Say its true, I'll never ask for anyone but you. <- lyrics from "Another Heart Calls" from AAR.

But yeah, what can I do? I know I do not want to be tied down by this emotional stuff for too long, this sem is going into its business end, where all the assignments and labs come fast and thick. With six mods coming along, i don't see how I can manage if i'm still being tied down by this. I guess, I need to settle it fast.

So yeah, what to do? What would you do? If the only person you care so much about doesn't even look you in the eye when you talk to her. Doesn't even give a damn whether you're there or not. You can care so much for someone, but what's the point if you don't matter to her at all? At least this is what I feel now, that me being there or not doesn't matter to you at all. It seems like you feel that you would be better off without me. Then why, in the first place, did you make me feel that you needed me. Why, in the first place, did you make me fall in love with you?

You might as well just take a knife out and start digging my heart out, cuz that's how I feel now, or rather, that's better than how I feel now. Countless pain, immeasurable pain.

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