I guess

I guess, you have died away in my heart. Slowly but surely. I really don't know what to say anymore. Is there anything to say at all? How you had a place, but no more. Special friends always had a place in my heart somewhere. You were special in the sense that I actually enjoyed talking to you. Few friends actually have that ability or rather, the personality to talk to me while I actually enjoy it. Well, maybe you never really enjoyed talking to me, so that's why whatever is happening to us now is happening. Nothing I can do. It wasn't something i foresaw. I never saw it coming. No one would. No one could.

How the heart aches, but really, its just beginning to numb now. Occasional burst of emotions, that's all. To me, you were that much, but you're just this little now. It still is very important for me to resolve this matter, to get back to where we were, to being good friends again. Is that too much to ask for? Or is it simply that I am not even worthy of being your friend?