unhappy christmas

*edited post..forgot to put in weichang..hee..sorry..and added some feelings at the front too..

*edited again..added in uncle henry..


seriously..i think i'll nvr get a happy christmas..well..she didn't realli do anithing..i was juz too sensitive i guess..and mebbe not tokking too much..so quite unhappy and sad..haiz..one month passes so fast..nxt yr hafta face new challenges again..juz 5 days more to end of the yr..haiz..


i'm juz not happy today..dunno y..perhaps it's the last day..and boss was asking me y i last nite so happy..and i was like..er..was i?mebbe lo..but seriously today i wasn't happy..i realli cldn't control my eyes animore..the nxt thing i'm gonna be sad abt..the tears are sure to fall le..now it's like..i sad..feel like crying..then my nose will be red..then eyes red..then tears well up at eyes but i'll always have my own way of controllin them..for example smiling at myself..closing my eyes to laugh.trying to make myself happy even tho deep down inside i noe i'm sad..i noe this contradicts my saying that as long as she's happy i'll be happy..but when she's the reason y i'm sad..wld i even be happy?mebbe i'm juz too sensitive that's y i'm making myself sad..but the prob is i dun even c u being happy..how am i supposed to be happy..haiz..sooner or later i'm gonna break down and cry like wad real shit freakin arse..goddammit..


shall recap on the whole taka thing..cuz i still can remember very clearly the firz day and alot of many other things..


firz day..


mong told us to wear formal..so me marv and mong went down in formal clothes..lol..haha..then we went to hr to report..lvl10..firz step in..told to wait..then met jin deng and kah hui..then came angeline..and came kin loon and his fren meng kiat..they were both late..haha..then xiao siang came and brought us down to show us arnd..haha..then met kennon..daniel the supervisor..and suresh..thot they were all juz contractors to set up the square cuz they were wearing tee shirts and jeans that day..haha..firz impression..lol..then still remember kennon telling marv and i to go up to bring down bars and brackets..then we went up to lvl3 storeroom..so messy lahx..haha..then marv and i were told to go up to learn cashiering..then at nite went up with mong to learn cashiering again..then left poor jin deng and kah hui the two of them stay at b2 square help set up..haiz..that's y kah hui nvr got a chance to be cashier..haiz..and ya..still remembered we help mattel throw away their card boards and stuff..when it was not our job at all..still were happily thinking that mebbe we will get some ot pay by staying so late..but in the end oso kenna chased away by suresh..haha..and ya..met many other ppl that day too..like rickson..


haha..then skip to the day i firz saw derrick ba..eh?was that the second day?hahax..think so ba..ya..saw daniel on that day too..he looked like a shy boy..lol..then very scared of this and that onex..haha..then derrick..omigod..firz time i saw him i was like..er?eh?tot that andy at hr told us that he wld not hire ppl under 15 de?ehhh..how come got a 10-12 yrs old boy working here arhx..hahax..


kk..skip skip skip..hmmmmz..ehhh..memory fading liaoz..cuz quite tired now..1 am liaoz..one can of mocha can't last me for too long lo..haha..but i shall continue..cuz i can't slp aniwaes..


k..firz time saw ye ling..was like near the end of nov i think..came down.i tot eh?who's this senior staff?haha..didn't noe she was oso a temp staff..she was quite pro at the cashier too..haha..


then think it's the second nite that we came to noe each other then became frenz lo..she so frenly..haha..exchange no. with evryone of us on the mrt..lol..still can remember her pinching jin deng on the train..hahaX..oops..not starting a scandal here arhx..haha


kk..now shall tok abt ppl..tryta tok abt evryone ya..


k..mong marv..sorry but i'll hafta skip the 2 of u..cuz known u 2 for quite a long time le..b4 workin taka..so save some space ya..skip u 2 lo..hee


k..alphabetical order..i'll tryta mention all


alan: nice guy siah..firz look noe he nice guy liaoz..he's that kinda guy who'll get the gal he wants..something that mong and i tot of the other day..haha..realli lo..cuz he's a realli realli good guy..the kind who treats ppl very good..and his father is nice too..from woodlands muz go yew tee is very ma fan la..summore is like so late le..but still send me back..realli muz thank him and his father manz..


allie: frenly guy..firz look noes he's a good guy le..he's the one who made me come up with the saying..bad guys get their gals..good guys get bullied..haha..will miss calling him allieooi~..haha..firz impression is good guy..but when u're more familiar with him le..he'll juz shuang shuang give u a punch in the back and scold all those shit like cb lj..haha..yea..he's a malaysian..haha..malaysians are good..haha..


angie: dear senior staff..hmmmz..up till now still can't differentiate whether she's a senior staff or a supervisor..haha..=P..she very good la..haha..can tok alot with us..always tok to us abt alot of things then ask for our opinion..haha..she can scold us some times but we noe that she's not realli angry la..haha..and yea..she roX..cuz she bot us presents..haha..me alan sean and mong..cuz we bot her chocs..haha


angeline: eh..firz day saw her lo..so quiet onex..dunno her quite well la..but firz impression she gave me was the kinda quiet quiet guai1 guai1 type..haha


shit..i'm getting tired..haha..need more mocha..can't rmm the names quite well le..mebbe i shld get out the roster..haha


BOSS (aka zul): another taka good guy..he's one of the best malay frenz i have known..he has this chinese look in him and he says it's becuz he has chinese blood..haha..yea..he handsome siah..and talkative..frenly too..he's a nice guy..haha


chiau siang: did i get the spelling wrong?haha..yea..she's a very good senior staff..treat us very good too..always tell us wad to do and wad not to do to prevent us from getting into trouble..muz thank her for my smooth work in taka liaoz..haha..ty ty..


daniel (aka chicken little): he's a farni guy..like i've said..firz day he come down i see him like shy shy liaoz..but in fact..he's pretty talkative for a guy..haha..glad to noe him..


derrick: haha..10 yr old..always make fun of him..feel so bad..hopefully he can cut down on wad he's been doing so far..mebbe like that he wld live a much better life..


francesca: haha..funny gal here..always tok tok tok..ya..dunno her quite well too..cuz diff shift..but can see she's a nice gal..and can be a nice fren too..glad to noe her..


henry: a nice uncle that works as a security at taka..he realli very nice to us all..always tok to him..haha..so nice and fun to tok to him..will miss him for sure..and hopes he will be safe and sound in the future..good luck and take care ya..uncle henry..


hong yu(aka ah gong): haha..16 yrs old leh..can c la..but sec2 and a china guy!?cannot c..haha..this guy very blur onex..so we call him ah gong..not firz sound but 3rd sound..haha..means blur like a sotong la..lol..then we always make fun of him..like the ice cream onex..haha..


jiayu: quiet gal here..haha..didn't noe she was the youngest there..tot she like only 16 or so..haha..ya..glad to noe her lahx..wen2 jing4 type..haha..


jin deng: haha..firz day he was quite talkative and frenly..but slowly as time went by..perhaps stress from sch work and working at taka..he became less talkative and kinda like keeping evrything to himself..hopefully he can get over with all the stuff that happened in taka and face a lvls happily..taking s papers summore..so juz concentrate on ur school work ya..dunnit to worry abt that tho..i bet he'll..especially when he himself told me to concentrate on my a's too..and not to think abt the stuff that i had been thinking abt since december..


hui xian: duno her well or shld i say i juz noe her name..haha..ya..juz noe that this gal cares alot abt her hair..always flip flip flip her hair onex..haha..


kah hui: haha..always complain this complain that..but nonetheless..he's still a good guy..and a good fren too..slacker too..haha..a's nxt yr le arh..let's work hard..and ya..muz go back c derrick at household fair ya..haha


kennon: yea..good supervisor..but when he gives u that evil smile and laughter..u'll noe he's up to no good..like that time he call out 4 packers..me alan ye ling and wan jun..he look at alan and wan jun then told them to go tidy up the square..then he looked at me and ye ling with that evil smile..omigod..instantly i noe he's up to no good..and ya..like wad i've mentioned in a previous blog post..he told us to go promote elmo and cookie monster..-_-'''..but nonetheless he's still a good supervisor..haha


kin loon (aka shao4 ye2): haha..basically..this guy hor..if u ever work with him at the same counter..as in taking over him la..wish u good luck la..haha..cuz he always missing in action onex..but he's a funny guy too..always tok tok tok..like a 38 liddat..=X..


kuan chiew: haha..funny guy here..lame at the same time..cut down on it arhx..bad for health..this guy muz be hiding his feelings or something..haha..


kyaw kyaw: funny leh..in sa didn't get to noe him..then in taka got to noe him liaoz..haha..this guy here..wah..macho siah..seductive voice..can attract alot of gals arh..haha..got ppl call him flirt..lol..mebbe he realli is..LOL


since i'm at l..i mite as well tok abt him..


liang MONG: haha..thanx to that someone..the 3 of us..marv u and i actualli had a better frenship..frenship lvl up..hahax..hopefully the brotherhood will last till forever ya..lol..like wad liu bei guan yu zhang fei liddat..hahX..taka san1 jie2 yi4..LOL


lina: gonna miss her laughter seriously..last time she can be so angry de lo..but near fair end she suddenly become very happy..mebbe becuz it's ending so she's haapppy..then she laugh laugh laugh all day long..haha..nice senior staff!!!yay!!!haha


long zhen: that time firz time knew her is i kenna 11 then she redemption gal..haha..funny leh she..look at gransazers then laugh laugh laugh liaoz..haha..lol..ppl have negative comments abt her..but i have no comments..i am not in the position to judge her..hahax..shall not judge her by wad ppl say..


marv: mebbe we had some misunderstandings..but i'm glad that it's all over..if u're realli sad..juz tell me..dun tryta hide ur feelings or wad ya..dun tryta act happy or wad..but if u're truly happy..then i'm glad for u lahx..haha..good luck in ur life..


ming wei: this guy is a quiet guy..always quiet quiet onex..but sometimes he'll laugh when we're saying jokes la..haha..still rmm the mistletoe incident..where the customer came to ask abt mistletoe..then wei chang asked the customer:" mee so to?" and weichang went away laughing and mw was obviously laughing secretly..so called tou1 xiao4..hahax..then wei chang came saying.."i tot he was looking for mr toh..haha" and ya..mw is mr toh!!!haha..mr toh, wanna eat mee soto?hahahx..ya..realli fun la..nice to meet this guy..


rickson: nothing much to say..cuz didn't had a chance to seriously get to noe him better..but can c that he's the kinda guy who jiang3 yi4 qi4 onex..haha..


sean: wah..nearly skipped him..hahax..cuz his name not on the namelist onex..then i now quite late alr liaoz..2.33..or shld i say quite early liaoz..hahax..this guy..good at pool lo..frenly oso..and talkative..like a 38..hahax..but nice to be a fren of his la..lol


siti: haha..seriously i tot she was oonly arnd our age..but guess wad..she's in uni liaoz leh..haha..yea..she's a very nice person..and she likes to go arnd poking ppl at their waist..haha..realli farni leh..she's the type taht u can be frens with her very ezily onex..glad to noe her..haha


wai yee: eh..oso dunno her very well..but she very straightforward with her words and she reminds me of a sec sch fren..haha


wan jun: eh..oso dunno this gal very well la..but she very quiet quiet onex..haha


wan teng: haha..didn't noe this gal oso from rv de..surprised when she asked me whether i was from rv4i..haha..and i was thinking..eh?how come this gal noe that i'm from rv4i..lol..haha..she's the kinda guai1 gal la..the type that looks like will go home straight after work de..then all she does at home is study and online occasionally..haha..


wei chang: so sorry i forgot to put u in in the firz post..haha..dunno y but i forgot abt u..haha..kk..so i shall write more abt u..haha..this guy..very frenly..likes to tok cok..and guess wad..he's from co too..lol..surprised abt it..lol..he very pro at cashiering too ya..and he's very good at tokking to gals..haha..can make gals laugh till like siaoz..and i noe y i left u out le..cuz i forgot abt u when i've mentioned u in mingwei's part when i tokked abt the mee soto..hahax..that incident was real farni manz..laugh till i cry lehx...haha


winnie: eh..haha..y the ppl i dunno quite well de all start with w onex..=b..eh..dunno wad to say abt her leh..cuz nvr kenna same shift as her de..hahax


winston: dunno him quite well..juz noe that he live at yew tee..haha..sad guy like me arhx..live at yew tee..always last to get down the mrt..lol..


xiao qing: er..this gal hor..i changed muh impression abt her quite alot of times..firz time saw her..eh..she like the type of guai1 guai1 de gal lo..then dunno is act cute or realli innocent type..the things she do realli very funny..haha..then daniel told me how arrogant she was then i kinda changed muh impression abt her..but when she helped me collect sony tabs from customers..i changed muh impression again..haha.she's a nice gal lahx..realli..haha..thanx for the tabs ya..


xing long: hmmmz..this guy left b4 december..realli funny guy to be with..always joke arnd with us de..haha..hope to c him again ba..


ye ling: haha..last on the list..lol..who tells u to have a name that starts with y..treat it as a finale la k?haha..lol..this gal here..real fun and nice to be with..she can tok alot onex..and guess wad..she's from co yang qin onex..hahax..glad to noe her lahx..still remember taht time we go promote elmo and cookie monster then she go eat elmo's fur..lol..juz kiddiin..act is elmo's hair dropping then kinda dropped into her mouth la..haha..she's a realli nice gal..hopefully she'll be happy forever..haha..and the guy who ends up with him is surely gonna be a lucky man..haha..stay happy ya..if sad u noe who u shld tell arhx..haha..'ll be there to listen to ur complains or unhappy things de..take care and gd luck for ur o's de results..hopefully u can get into jc ba..=D ..if realli need help in getting into a jc juz call me up la ya..will tryta help u get appeal onex..stay happy..=D


kk..that's all i think..if i missed aniwan..then i'm realli sorry..haha..think didn't miss out aniwan ba..haha..kk..


sch opening soon..facing a's in less than one year's time..haiz..ns after that..summore is a's year..time sure pass very fast onex..in the blink of an eye i wld be doing my last paper for a's liaoz..haha..time is runni fast..new yr resolutions.not yet..haha..that shall leave to the new year ya..for the time being..happy boxing day to everyone who's reading this post..haha..


and..will i get a happy new year?hopefully i'll ba..hopefully..