dammit

dammit..wad the hell is this....u wanna go where go aniwhere u want..i dun gif a fark..but dun do this kinda thing..dammit..i juz feel like scolding fark..o..i scolded it above..


i dun realli gif a damn alr..it's me to scold vulgarities..juz me to do these kinda of things..so fark it..i'm realli farked off by u for now..dammit


no matter wad i do..i guess it doesn't realli make any diff now..so y do i gif a fark..no i dun gif a fark..I SHALL NOT GIF A FARK..


i dun c wad i can do..only gif up..that's the only way i can find light..cuz i noe there's someone at the other end waiting..and i shldn't let her down..


this is wad happens when u noe u've got something to fall back on..u can think of giving up very easily..but wtf..will i realli do it?that's another qsn..


at least try b4 giving up..that's wad i told myself..but things are contradicting..sometimes i wld juz think of giving up..but i wld think of wad if i regret in future..but wld i?wadeva..


and i dun wanna go back to last time yet..not yet..in case u think i'm treating u as a substitute..whihc i dun want to..