wad am i thinking

wad am i thinking..wad am i doing..i realli dunno..send her a msg juz to push myself further down..cuz i noe there wldn't be any reply..wad can i do..


bu4 xiang3 zuo4 bu3 tong1 peng2 you3..realli..


haiz..wad is this..dilema..i dunno wad to do..wad to say..how to say..how to start with all the dao-ing and stuff..


her smile keeps me going..but how long can it last..somemore the smile is not at me..it's for evryone to c..i juz happened to catch it that's all..my sorrow..my sadness..my pain..ur smile