oorah!

got alot of things to say, but most impt thing today is that i finally completed the song that i've started on writing like since the start of sem break! haha. Like, finally. lol. Ok, so before ppl decide not to read my lyrics close this window after my blog post, i shall post my lyrics here! hahaha. Seems like its the first song i've completed in 2010. And I really like some of the lyrics. And the tune's quite nice too! But needta find ppl to sing female part. =/ (sounds like i wanna do a recording, but i dun really want to. haha) Here goes, title of song : 一见钟情, the 2nd song is a song i wrote previously, and i scared its forgotten. haha, cuz i really liked the lyrics i wrote. =p

一见钟情

会不会有那么凑巧
原来缘分就在我的眼前
如果太阳代表你在身边
影子就是我对你的思念

会不会有那么一天
圆圈会突然变成了心型
如果心型代表奇迹出现
引导我们走向未来路线

那特别想你的那种感觉
我只能用我爱你形容
我想你 (你想我)
原来这就是爱
每一分钟我都在期待

我说了九百九十九次我有多么爱你
我回答九百九十九次我会爱你到底
可是我们在第一次见面就做了决定
我这辈子只想依 赖的人唯独有你

我问你为何只想和我一人过一辈子
我回答在你眼里我只能够看见自己
其实不用多说也知道彼此 心中爱意
因为这些早已命中注定 一见钟情

钢琴

望着那陈旧的钢琴
它的轮廓不禁让人觉得孤单
它曾经带给我们许多回忆
也随着音乐的声音而离去

放在钢琴上面的琴谱
五线谱上跳着一颗颗的豆芽
诉说着过去曾有过的甜蜜
却随着时间的流逝而淡去

钢琴上的黑键 就像是你我的爱
说少不少其实也并不算多
钢琴上的白键 就像是你的诺言
参差这的黑键 都是你的谎言

我想我已懂得 爱情不是一个人
就能够弹奏出的幸福旋律
没有你陪在我身边
四手联弹不再完美
我只能一个人守着诺言

我想我已懂得 孤单只是我一人
我的世界只剩下一种快乐
那是你给我的温柔
我会永远放在心中
我答应你我会永远守候
我给你的承诺

phew, the colour coding is such that the blue part is sang by the guy, red part by female and green part together. lalala.

Took pretty long to get the lyrics for this. Probably becuz of how busy the whole sem break was. Running here and there doing all kinds of stuff. Outings. Blah. Emo. Blah. Walking at night. Blah. So basically, when i've decided to sit down and complete the song, its alr one week away from start of sch.

All the targets i've set for myself for the whole of sem break, what have I achieved? Maybe I should list them out one by one.

#1) Complete 一见钟情 (like finally done it)
#2) Achieve 21km by end of sem break (i'm still at 7 constant and max 10, partly due to injury and camps breaking up the running schedule)
#3) Do 8 pull-ups! (at 5! zzz, was kinda lazy to train also, and partly due to too much endurance training)
#4) Learn the guitar (i dun even know anything yet)
#5) Get a job and earn money for going overseas during end of year (didn't get a job, but earned 6k, with 5k gone into fixed deposit, sian)
#6) Learn spanish (Only learnt the basics, can't speak fluently yet)
#7) GO RWS (zz, lets just forget about it, i dun see it coming)

So basically, my 7 things to achieve for sem break are mostly half-done. The only thing i've achieved was completing this song. I suck.

Amazing how you think that the whole hol would be so long, amazing how you have already planned out so many things, and amazing how things turn out to be the way they are now.

Amazing how the people I used to hang out with b4 sem break are different from the people I hang out with now.

The world, and its amazing ways of making you feel like shit.

Should I set myself targets for the coming sem? And I dun even wanna talk about my new year resolutions. They're probably not gonna work out either. Being a student is hard, tied down by so many things, emotions, studies, blah. Is it that hard to pursue my own dreams?