Friday, October 09, 2009

flu/cough/infection?

o nos, i'm coughing very badly now. Have been coughing since my bday. Damn bad cough. haha, and oops. that day ate swensen's when we shared the earthquake. oops. sorry to requiem, jansen and set if any of u get flu or cough becuz of me. hahahas.

i should be going to slp soon, but dunno, just watching youtube vids. haha. all the dilbert stuff. =D dogbert is so smart! twisting words in order to favour himself.

o rights, so..If i told you i love you now, what would you do, what would you say. Would you stay with me till the end of the world, or would you put an end to my world. Heys, i'm not emo-ing now k? haha, just trying to rhyme stuff. haha, and these words appeared in one of my songs b4. haha. The meaning was there back then, and it probably means something now.

I really dunno, did I overdo certain stuff, or did i do too little? sometimes, i think too much, sometimes i couldn't be bothered to think. Most of the time, I care too much, and the times when i dun care about anything is reserved for not caring about myself. Selfless? In a sense, yes. But look at it in another perspective, am i being selfless to try to get wad i want? If that's the case, am i being selfish, or selfless? It doesn't matter if we make it or not. What matters is, the process. Our life, is a story, made up of lies, truths, facts, myths, rumours. At the end of the day, ppl make of us based on what they think of us. If u think that i'm a bad person, i'm just a bad person.

Ok, getting all philosophical? haha. probably. oh manz, i think i should be slping. Soccer tml! looking forward to it! Some things can make u forget things that you do not want to remember, and soccer is one of them. Basketball too! But i've locked my dear white ps3 up until after exams. hahaha. so i'm just left with soccer and bball. =D and of cuz, frens.

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